princessatmey
Status: just hanging on by a thin tread life is hard but so is love
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grrrr everything and every1 is pissin me off today am in a right mood.i just wanna curl up in a ball an rage an cry all to myself.ive tried calmin down but no luck there grrrrrrr blimminn pd off.am...
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i really should concentrate i have a Nab today and i keep day dreaming which makes my mind drift inside its self which is not a good place to go.i feel real shite am worrying about the Nab which aint...
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i went to my doctor yesterday and finally got some meds just hope they help still on the waitin list for CBT. am in a strange mood today i feel like crying an i dont no why. at least now i have an...
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this has to stop grrr missed the darn bus again this mornin thats the 4th time or sumthing since i started in september grr i never missed the bus before.so much is on my mind and i cant tell u what...
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grrr why the hell do i have to worry about everything. i always talk mysel out of doing things, fuckin pisses me pff cause i really want to do them.grrrrrrrrrrrr my fukin brain...
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just somethin i wrote: a little girl hides i the dark,so much lies on this little girls shoulders,to much or her to handle alone but their is no one else to do it,the little girl hides in the dark...
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i wrote this jst what was in my head its not that good but i thought id put it here jst to know that i sorted some of what was in my head: in the dark theres a hair breaking scream,a silent plee...
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i dont understand why i cut myself 4 the second time the 1st was jst out of curiosity (nver thought or felt anything) the second jst happend(nvr thought or felt anything) i seriously dont want to...
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not a good week so far missed the bus again so it seems funny enough i was out 15 mins before it usually comes.grrrr.froze my ass off for half an hour waitin on it.still gettin no were with my...
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grrr thats 2 days in a row now that ive missed the bus 'funny' thing is i was up but wasnt out early enough. luckly i culd get a lift from my boyfriend. i so hate mysself at the mo an parents aarent...
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am so pissed off at mysel the day i didnt nod of till about 5 am this mornin an missed my bus 2 college at 8am. i had 2 get a later 1 so am late for college grrrrrrr so hate mysel at the moment.
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am in my own head today not that am sorting out much. there is not much making sense in it,its all muddled an not saying anything i can make out.i jst want too scream you no. i cant stay focused on...
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i am havin one of my binge days an am feelin sick.am also feeling real low and usless, i just can't be bothered doing anything.
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i jst could not be bothered today it was an effort to pay attention at college i kept going into my own head(not wise idea).my boyfriends away at the moment an am really missin him hes the one thing...
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i got a good sleep last night.well good for me until i woke up realising i missed the bus to college.(got lift in lukly).all i,ve eaten today is a bannana,packet crisps an a packet of rollos.
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