not bothered.

i jst could not be bothered today it was an effort to pay attention at college i kept going into my own head(not wise idea).my boyfriends away at the moment an am really missin him hes the one thing that keeps me sane.i dont even think anyone realises now i fell (i hide it well) an i cant tell them grrrr an i,ve lost at least a stone since my appetites gone all funny .