princessatmey
Status: just hanging on by a thin tread life is hard but so is love
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am so pissed off at mysel the day i didnt nod of till about 5 am this mornin an missed my bus 2 college at 8am. i had 2 get a later 1 so am late for college grrrrrrr so hate mysel at the moment.
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am in my own head today not that am sorting out much. there is not much making sense in it,its all muddled an not saying anything i can make out.i jst want too scream you no. i cant stay focused on...
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i am havin one of my binge days an am feelin sick.am also feeling real low and usless, i just can't be bothered doing anything.
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i jst could not be bothered today it was an effort to pay attention at college i kept going into my own head(not wise idea).my boyfriends away at the moment an am really missin him hes the one thing...
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i got a good sleep last night.well good for me until i woke up realising i missed the bus to college.(got lift in lukly).all i,ve eaten today is a bannana,packet crisps an a packet of rollos.
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i keep asking myself will it get any easier or better but all it seems to do is slowly eat at me. i thught i was geting out of it but nope it was false hope. mean youd think things would be ok...
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today i have a dam sore head an am tierd. i had 2 make a huge decision an i hope every1 will be happy cause hell i aint.i go 2 college and my p[arents keep trying 2 get me 2 leave an get a job. welll...
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now where 2 start first off i have only had 10 hours sleep in the last 4-5 days. am exhausted but cant sleep.i want 2 cry an throw things or hit something. (do not no why)i feel so lost an am scared...
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i cant take it any more i was ill for 2 weeks an missed alot of work an then to top it all off ma gran died an now i cant catch up i dont no where i am half the time am tierd(an i am on meds)one day...
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a bad end to a year and a bad start. doin good for myself aint i.gran was taken to hospital on boxing day and was diagnosed with cancer 2 days before new year.she was alowed out for new year and went...
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grrrr everything and every1 is pissin me off today am in a right mood.i just wanna curl up in a ball an rage an cry all to myself.ive tried calmin down but no luck there grrrrrrr blimminn pd off.am...
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i really should concentrate i have a Nab today and i keep day dreaming which makes my mind drift inside its self which is not a good place to go.i feel real shite am worrying about the Nab which aint...
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i went to my doctor yesterday and finally got some meds just hope they help still on the waitin list for CBT. am in a strange mood today i feel like crying an i dont no why. at least now i have an...
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this has to stop grrr missed the darn bus again this mornin thats the 4th time or sumthing since i started in september grr i never missed the bus before.so much is on my mind and i cant tell u what...
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grrr why the hell do i have to worry about everything. i always talk mysel out of doing things, fuckin pisses me pff cause i really want to do them.grrrrrrrrrrrr my fukin brain...
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