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It's been a while since I've wrote an entry. It was an entry mostly dedicated to my thoughts on you and my pain for you leaving this earth. Now I am able to function and I am able to live. It still...

Nobody will ever be like her and nobody gets it like she did. It's become an extremely difficult realization and every part of me is so angry about it. It's easier to be angry about it than sad.And...

I'm losing my mind being back home. I should've never left just because I wasn't happy back in DE. I'm even less happy here, even though my family is right in front of me. I went on a run yesterday,...

Do I really want to kill myself? My friend made me confess today to all this darkness I've been considering and half way attempting. If I really wanted to kill myself wouldn't I have done it by now...

Today was actually pretty good. It was already off to a good start when I woke up from a comforting dream of being asleep in my grandmother's bed and under her covers. It felt like she was right next...

Hi Grandma,I know I didn't react much at first when you died. I saw it coming. What reason would I have to be upset if I were expecting this for a while now? It was almost a relief when I heard you...