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- I go to a pretty large college. Like around 30,000 students. He goes there too. We'be been broken up nine months now and it still hurts like yesterday. But today was unlike anything I could've prepared myself for. I saw him today with another girl....
- 19 years old and just diagnosed with bipolar type 2. Feeling scared but somewhat hopeful I will be on the right meds. I don't want this. I just want to scream. I want to be a person without mental illness. After meeting with my psychologist today...
- Meeting with a therapist soon. Hoping they will be able to help me, it's kind of my last resort. I've never felt so low in my life. All over a breakup? I see all of my friends who have gone through breakups, and they were fine after a month or two....
- With the holidays, my emotions have been all over the place. Trying to find joy in spending time with family and great friends. But the places where he used to be are so empty and cold. There's still a big empty spot in my heart. It's so painful and...
- been engaging in reckless behavior so it doesn't look like a suicide,but just a fatal accident. My mind is so dark and twisted, I don't think I'll ever come back.
- been having a rough couple of weeks. I haven't had more than a few bites in days. Almost passed out in the morning. Can only handle liquids. As food makes me nauseous. What can I do to make sure I'm getting some nutrients. I don't want to get...
- i was abusive and controlling and u see now why he broke up with me. IDK why I'm like this???? Never been abused or witnessed it. And I love that man more than anything. So why am I so toxic and destructive. I want help. It was all my fault, and I...
- Having thoughts of suicide tbh. In addition to missing him, and watching him move on, I've lost a lot of friends for no clear reason at all. People that I thought loved me have cut me off without any explanation. Is something that wrong with me that...
- Trying with all of my might to let go. I've never tried so hard. Almost 3 years, and plans for marriage. 8 months later, he no longer wants me. He has made it clear that there will be no getting back together, it's no longer he doesn't want a...
- Trying with all of my might to let go. I've never tried so hard. Almost 3 years, and plans for marriage. 8 months later, he no longer wants me. He has made it clear that there will be no getting back together, it's no longer he doesn't want a...
- new here. Going through a bad breakup on top of dealing with depression. I'm constantly sick. Or sleeping. Can't breathe or function. I wish sometimes I'd get in a terrible accident, so at least I wouldn't go out by doing it myself. I hurt so badly...
- A year ago, we were planning a future. And now he has found someone else. All because he changed his mind. How fucked up is that. You can have a forever with someone, but then suddenly they just change their mind.
- Home from college for break, and realize I have no friends. One friend today ditched me to hangout with her boyfriend. No car. Trying to reach out to another friend, and got no response. Really makes me miss him even more and I feel all of the pain...
- I keep envisioning our future together like I used to, when we were still dating! I also keep imaginging us getting back together and I know I shouldn't do that, but idk how to stop it:( I'm afraid that I'll get so wrapped up in my dreams for us,...
- I just want to say how grateful I am for technology and to be able to connect with so many people going through similar pain, and heartbreak. We're all strangers and will probably never meet outside of this group. We'll probably never hear each...