I have had suicidal thoughts thinking that I was stuck in a relationship that was abusive. I belittled myself for years by staying in it. Getting on anti depressants to cope! I don't know how old you are but you need to learn how to be happy without having someone in your life for awhile! I am reminding myself about this, too! YOU are important and you have to believe that first!

If your thoughts are really that bad right now - please, please call a crisis center. I can say this because I am currently in your shoes. And I had those extreme thoughts as well. I had even looked up how I would go thru with it and what kind of benefits would be available to my kids. I honestly was thinking that suicide was what I could do best for the future of my kids. But I contacted the national suicide prevention hotline and talked to someone. If you can't do that. - call 911 and get help right now. I know it hurts, and I know what it feels like to not wanting to go on. But know you can make it thru this. If you need someone to talk to - talk to me. No one will judge you for seeking help.

Been clinically depressed for years. Been on meds for years, gone to therapy. And at the first person above, I know that I don't need a person in my life to make me happy or complete. I'm almost 20 years old. But the pain is still there and it's overwhelming. I've been calling those crisis centers for months on end at different times. They help in the moment but then the thoughts come back even stronger.
Probably gonna check myself in somewhere because I have plans in my head on how to do it. It won't stop tempting me. Death just seems so enticing right now. The perfect escape.

Life is terribly hard sometimes. Most on this site are not happy people, that's why we are here. You are very young, you have lots of life ahead of you. Although your mental state does not allow you to enjoy it and have hope for the future. Realize that everyone dies at some time, that's guaranteed. Maybe you don't need to speed up the process. Check yourself in as you mentioned. Also think about what in life would make you happy, and see if it's possible? If you are going to commit suicide, why not do the craziest adventure possible before hand? Just go crazy with your imagination. Like going to the most beautiful resort in the Caribbean. Just maybe you would have so much fun that thoughts of suicide will be eliminated? If you commit suicide, what will happen to you next will be 100x worse than what you are experiencing at the moment. Its not the perfect escape. It will make things much worse.

No, there is nothing wrong with you. People come in and out of our lives for a reason. Granted, I don't know why people are leaving your life but I get it. I had more friends than I knew what to do with and now I can count them on one hand and have fingers left over. I want you to get help, death is a final answer. I am praying for you, sending you a hug.

You won't feel this way forever ..it's temporary and you'll be stronger for going through it. Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem, it's so NOT the answer. Find something to stay busy and keep yourself occupied. Staying at home moping with your thoughts is never good. Breakups are hard but everyone goes through them, it WILL get better as you gain clarity. 20 is extremely young you have an entire lifetime ahead of you. You WILL be in another relationship, probably several. Take what you learned in your last one to better yourself for the next one. Your next one will be so much better than your last one you'll forget all about your ex. It WILL happen!

Hello, please please get those thoughts out of your head. There is NO one on this earth worth killing yourself over. I know it hurts now, but you must know that we all have to feel the pain in order to heal. There is absolutely nothing wrong with you, your journey may not be the same journey as that of your ex. You may not understand now why this is all happening to you, but it will be revealed in time. We all care about you, that's why we're all here, to help each other cope with the pain. It's not easy, but you will make it through, trust me.

My suggestion is do not date again until
You are healed. Keep reaching out, let
Yourself grieve. Keep going to therapy
And any support groups that will help you,
Some places have breakup groups. Now
Is a good time to work and focus on you.

That does happen after breakups, relationships
Change. I am struggling with that myself, i feel
Like a fish out of water and rudderless. I need
To embrace the ones i still do have, many mutual
Relationships choose sides Or just stay away.

Get help if you need inpatient somewhere, you
Have your whole life ahead of you. Hopefully one
Day you will find the right person to share your
Life with. Thats my hope too. HUGS

I am sorry you are struggling, please do not harm yourself, you are loved and cherished and your life is worth living. Keep reaching out to support groups, I know a great group with counselors on hand ready to take your phone call and help you! 1-800-232-6459, they are caring and understanding people. Please reach out to someone, and know that you are not alone <3

Hang in there. Get some help. Get some counseling. Talk to someone - a family member or a friend. Talking helps. Trust me I've been there myself.