Boyfriend has to be out tomorrow, because he wasn't able to pay rent. He's gonna try and make enough money before tomorrow. He wouldn't tell me what he was gonna do. I am just glad he told me, because he said he wasn't planning to. If he can't make the money, I don't know what he's gonna do or where he's gonna end up.

horatio---- yeah, those things are pretty common on here. just ignore them.i get them sometimes too.

well, late friday night we packed the kids and their cousin into the car and made the drive to south bend! we got there about 8:30 in the morning, had some breakfast, went and walked around campus and took lots of pics, then my husband and the cousin went to the game and i took my kids for a surprise visit to my best friend's house! she was so excited. We only stayed for about 20 minutes though because they were all sick. Then i took my kids to go see frankenweenie in 3D before picking up my husband and cousin, grabbing another bite to eat, and heading home about 8:30 saturday night and getting home about 5:45 sunday morning.

yeah...did i mention that i made 2/3 of the drive BOTH ways? lol. to say i am tired is an under statement!

on the bright side of things, it was a blast and i also am going to attempt to enroll in my CNA class this thursday! eeks! everyone send good vibes my way that i get in!

Wow, that's a lot of driving in less than 2 days Des. I drive 10 hours straight when I go to partner's and I don't mind driving it but I sure couldn't do it twice in less than 2 days.

I much rather travel at night, when stbxh and I would vacation especially with the kids, we always left at night but being that I now travel alone I leave early morn, I feel safer driving during the day. Stbxh and partner would also both throw a freakin' fit if I traveled at night by myself.

yeah. it was definitely tiring. my husband said he would take first shift on the way there. within an hour i still couldnt fall asleep and he was tired, so we switched. around 6 i told him i was done. so he took the last 2 and half hours or so.

when we got BACK in the car i said that i couldnt possibly take first shift. so i slept about 2 and half hours and then we switched. by the last hour of driving i was straining. my vision as blurry and i was starting to mildly hallucinate. now, whether that was a response to all the 5 hours energy and coffee or being over tired i do not know. all i know is that i walked in the door and CRASHED and slept off and on all day yesterday and slept hard core last night.

Two years ago, I fell asleep while driving on Interstate 30. I totaled the car, but praise God and Mercury that no one was hurt.

Two years ago, I fell asleep while driving on Interstate 30. I totaled the car, but praise God and Mercury that no one was hurt.

What Victoria's Secret's people don't want us to see, literally:

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So the thing for Nate to make some money didn't work out. He's waiting on a phone call as we speak. IDK what this call is suppose to be for, but it's something to help him out.

To make things seem a little strange, I had a sex dream last night where I was postop and was fuckin this hot chick with a strapon. Why must I be dreaming this sort of shit while stressing over Nate? Makes no sense to me.

Good luck, Des!!

I am sicker than a rats ass right now. Precious.

So Nate has 30 days to leave once evicted. He's gonna use this time to try and turn things around for himself. I can go into my operation with a little less worry.

Recon, concentrate on the surgery. Right now, everyone else's problems/situations have to take a back seat...
Wishing you pleasant dreams..

Not when it comes to my boyfriend. He's my everything.

when is your surgery scheduled recon? and, totally random, are you going to take before and after pics or anything? i am a weirdo that way. but i find all medical procedures very fascinating.

as for nate, this sounds really random, but has he looked into any halloween shops near by? most of them really hurt for employees this time of year. if he is willing to work some long shifts that may help him bring in some bucks.

IDK about before and after pics. But it's scheduled for Nov 6th des.