I also agree with you Whyme. It sucks that gay couples can't get the same rights as straight couples. Thank god me and Nate are getting married after I'm post op, that way all my shit says female and I don't have any issues. (of course it would have to be after I'm postop considering we haven't had the money to visit each other)

Recon, when is the surgery? and have you contacted a counselor/therapist to talk with for your anxiety?

November 6th, Viv. And no I've managed to control my anxiety. I also take Zyprexa for anxiety as well.

I wonder if there is a scale that the trash company uses for their fuel surcharge or do they just slap a number on this bill? I will have to investigate..

You know you are out of shape when you have that dream that you are falling and when you wake up and jump, you pull a muscle. Holy shit did that hurt this morning LOL

Did you jump, bounce, or go SPLAT? Sorry.

hacked my hair off for locks of love last night. she ended up going shorter than i wanted, but i shrugged it off. my hair grows SO fast. it will be the length i wanted it in a matter of weeks. than i got home and it was obvious in my husbands face and his "you cut it THAT short?" that he hates it. now i am all paranoid.

@Des, I like your hair length in your profile pic. I am glad that your hair is a "sustainable resource." On behalf of cancer patients, I say thanks for taking one for the team.

i prefer my hair long too, but the length that i was at pretty close to what it is my avatar) is just too long to comfortably manage. i dont think i look very great with short hair. But somewhere there is a child with NO hair that is feeling even more self conscious about their looks than i am. My hair will be passed my shoulders within a year. but i didnt need to feel THIS paranoid about looking like crap after doing something "good".

Des, I'm sure his reaction is just because he's use to seeing you with long hair. It would be the same thing if he could instantly grow his hair to shoulder length or instantly bulk up like a body builder (not saying he's not). Your FIRST reaction might be one of shock. But I bet soon enough, he'll genuinely compliment you on it.

He might not like it Des but he'll get over it and if he doesn't, that's his problem. My niece has been doing locks of love for the past 10 years, she started doing it when she was in high school.

I slept from 3:30 a.m.until 5:30 a.m. *sigh* It's pouring rain right now and a T-storm coming through, I think I'm going to go and try to catch an hour of zzzzz's.

ordered a fire pit that should be here tomorrow!
i am excite.

The days are drawing closer. I leave for Miami in 2 weeks and a day. Gotta go to the dentist tomorrow, that will be peachy *sarcasm*.

Why do dentists appointments have to suck so bad? I've always hated going to see the dentist, ever since I was a small child.

I bet you didn't have the dentist from hell as a kid though..
My dentist was a friend of my parents and he was mean to me, maybe to all kids. If I cried he told me to stop or he would drill my tongue..and he didn't give me novacane. I learned to be very still..it was horrible
To this day when I go to the dentist, I put myself in a trance and don't move. They are usually amazed at how much I can tolerate.. I do get novacane now.

Oh and when he first got gas, I think I was the fist person he used it on.. It was awful. He couldn't have known what he was doing because I remember I felt like I was spinning in the chair. I did not like the feeling at all.
And he had bad breath.

it is going to be a very very long weekend.