I agree with leather. I don't have a scale here in the city, but back home, my mom has a digital bathroom scale and it's horribly inaccurate. With my clothes on, it's a full 5lbs more than when I'm naked. And sometimes when I exercise all week and eat right and come home, it says I gained 5 lbs. And it's more about how you look than what the scale says.

Why would an ex still be in contact with me when he has a new girlfriend? I mean I am always nice to him, I don't have any grudges against him but the fact that he always brings up shit about our relationship is just like REALLY?

Whyme

- I think something is probably just stuck in his head about your past relationship. He's probably trying to figure it out, or can let go of the thought, or whatever.

Bottom line is - it's his problem - not yours.

As long as it's non threatening to you just ignore it/him, and move on.

sorry - meant to type "can't let go"

I slept form 9 something last night almost 10 til 12 or 1 today. And I'm still tired.

1900!!!!

1901. that was a good year, mainly cause I wasn't born yet. ;)

HOLY SHIT! It's 84 where I am. GOD! I hate heat. Oh well this would give me reason to go outside for a tan in a bikini, but I can't be bothered for that, especially since Nathan likes pale girls. Well that's 2 reasons to not go out in the heat, well 3. 1 i am an inside person, 2 my boyfriend likes me pale and 3 i hate hot weather.

Just sitting on Skype with the boyfriend and listening to music he has playing as he does stuff on World of Warcraft.

I feel like knocking up a filipino hooker

OH LAWD!

i am sooooo tired and have almost no motivation to do anything. i just want to go to bed.

the grill out is today.....my nerves are wearing on me.....

The whole backyard smells like grape bubblegum and I can't figure out what plant it is coming from. I would say wisteria but I don't have any..

Getting ready to take the cover off the pool. Can't wait to see the surprises I'm going to find...ugh, never the fun part, but i suppose its the price to pay for the season

D the Cre

My lovely co-worker friend brought me two grocery bags full of romaine lettuce from her garden. It's so dry here, everything is wilting. She pulled it up quickly so it had some roots and dirt still attached, which doesn't bother me at all since I garden myself. As I was tossing it in the fridge while I looked for a large container to wash it in a HUGE cricket jumped out of one of the bags into the refrigerator!

Thank God I got it out and threw it outside before my daughter saw it!