Hurricane Irma ...
I have lived in Florida since October of 2006. I have never been through a hurricane in Florida. We have had a few up in Connecticut. I live in South West Florida & I have been for the past 11 years. This is the 1st hurricane that I will be going through. I am scared out of my mind. We spent the day putting shutters on the the house & boarding up the house. I am hoping we make it through allright. I am going out tomorrow & going to try and get more water & food and hope to have enough stuff to get by. This is a scary thing to go through with my 1 year old son. My husband has been through many before & he said he is even a little worried about Irma. We are hoping to make it through it with little damage, but we aren't holding our breath. Please keep your thoughts & prayers for us & all families that are in Irma's Path.
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