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Today I cry, and I'm filled with pain
why WHY, must she hurt again?
I don't understand.
Shes already been through
so much, SO MUCH.
A brain tumor, therapy
diabetes scares, neurosurgery
and now, NOW a stroke.
Why? Why is it the good
die young, and the evil live forever?
Why? Why must people with a kind heart
be taken first?
Why? Why is it she cannot be spared?
Why? Why can I not take this for her?
Why? Why cant I make it all better?
Why? Why must she suffer so?
Why? Why? WHY?
Where is her God now?
Huh? Where the fuck is he?
The Almighty powerful God..
FUCK HIM!!!
If he were so powerful,
if he loves all his children
if he came to them in their time of need
then WHERE IS HE???
I refuse to believe this happened "for a reason"
I refuse to believe anyone could sit by
and be so cruel as to torture a woman like her.
HOW? Why? Motherfucker!!!!
FUCK her God.
He doesn't exist, if he did, she wouldn't be suffering.
why WHY, must she hurt again?
I don't understand.
Shes already been through
so much, SO MUCH.
A brain tumor, therapy
diabetes scares, neurosurgery
and now, NOW a stroke.
Why? Why is it the good
die young, and the evil live forever?
Why? Why must people with a kind heart
be taken first?
Why? Why is it she cannot be spared?
Why? Why can I not take this for her?
Why? Why cant I make it all better?
Why? Why must she suffer so?
Why? Why? WHY?
Where is her God now?
Huh? Where the fuck is he?
The Almighty powerful God..
FUCK HIM!!!
If he were so powerful,
if he loves all his children
if he came to them in their time of need
then WHERE IS HE???
I refuse to believe this happened "for a reason"
I refuse to believe anyone could sit by
and be so cruel as to torture a woman like her.
HOW? Why? Motherfucker!!!!
FUCK her God.
He doesn't exist, if he did, she wouldn't be suffering.
In most of them it says that we, as a race are the makers of our own problems. How arrogant to think then that we as a people can f*** up our own lives, then ether expect a God to fix it, and if God doesn't fix it, blame God for it happening!
Do you blame your Mom for your illness? It is a combo of her and your fathers genetics, that gave you your genetics, which in turn gave you your illness. Would it be rational for me then to blame your parents for your illness? No. It wouldn't. Because they could not have prevented it from happening.
To give us as humans free will, means God can not interfere in the choices we make. Hence... IT IS NOT GODS FAULT!
QUIT BLAMING GOD FOR YOUR PROBLEMS!
I'm fighting off liver failure and cancer. They were brought on by poor choices I made. I DO NOT BLAME GOD! It is my fault I have this problem now. And I am a believer!
If you think I am being a pushy 'Christian' by saying this, than take me off your list of friends, because you obviously do not know or understand me. The ONE thing I do not do is push my religion on others by sending mass emails or forcing them to listen to endless emails on God. Have I ever 'pushed' it on you? No! Because I respect you. You came on here with a question about God. You therefore should not be surprised when people give you an answer that is based on the teachings of their God, regardless of what their religion is!
You say WE don't get it. We do! It's you who don't get it.
Peace and HUGS, and no hard feelings please. This response is just a reaction and response to your post. (Because I have free will.)
Hugs
*huggles* Jenn xx
whether God exists or not you would have been raped and abused...it's not God's fault, it's not Your fault...it is your abuser and rapist's fault...because they chose to do those horrible things to you...
the fact that you were abused and raped, is not proof that God doesn't exist...it is proof that you and your abuser and rapist, exist...and that your abuser and rapist made horrible choices that caused you so much pain...
if you want to blame anyone, be angry at anyone, hate anyone, yell at anyone...direct it all to your abuser and rapist...
-DR-
yell, hate, fuck, and be angry at the diseases, or at the real world causes of all your problems... heck if your wiccan, be mad at that because that is who you should be blaming and yelling at if it is soo right!...
but don't blame, or yell at an all knowing, and all powerful God that you don't even believe in...how can something that is not real be to blame for something that is?
-DR-
Anyways... no hard feelings.
But it's better to ask, "Where was man & humanity??"