Chronic Pain Support Group
Physicians and professionalsdefine pain as chronic if it lasts longer than three to six months and is persistent. It's distinct from acute pain that is a direct result of injury or trauma. This support group is dedicated to those suffering from chronic pain. Discuss treatments that have worked for you, find advice for your specific experience, and find support. You're not...
This is sucking the life out of me. Usually, when I'm really bad, I post a quote or a joke so you know I'm still around, but I guess I need to share more, instead.
Hugs to all,
Cherry
Woke up to bagels and coffee. I guess a good rant at hubby is a positive move sometimes.
Hugs to you all. Hope your day gets better.
I am fighting with myself not a un common thing for me to do as I dont know weather I should go and lay down or push through to get some things done, if I do push I may pay for it later but if I dont I will feel better physically but I beat myself emotionally as I am tired of looking at a dirty house.
It would not be so bad if my SIL was not going to come over not that she cares either way I am the one that is funny about it not so much with her but still. My bed looks so good and I sleep so bad last night.
Other then then inner fighting things are going pretty well. I am stressed about money but nothing new on that I just do not understand how living is just so dang expensive. I went to grocery store yesterday to pick up a couple of things and stuff to make dinner and fifty bucks later I was like crap I could go out to eat for that much and not have any clean up. When did food get so much am I in the twilight zone or something.
Hope everyone has a good one and if you see a lady robbing a bank you will know I had to go and buy some more groceries LOL Just kidding dont call the cops. I will just take out a second mortgage for next weeks groceries
They never called me to tall me I had been accept. Actually this was the place that said I probably would not be able to get in and to go put applications else where. I don't know what is going on but will be trying not to think about it today. i need to rest. I believe I might be getting a cold my father had when they suprisingly decided to come up and bring boxes. Once in a while they do help in a emergency. Also I know I couldn't have stayed with them because I wouldn't been able to get an apartment at all if I was in PA. I just didn't expect them to do anything like this and yes I do love my parents. I do however always had a lot of issues I need to process.
I have always wished my parents had stayed in the area. It was my dad's altimate decison to stay where he went to school after his mother passed away and after almost twenty years my mother finally got used to being there. i wish that I could have a good relationship with my sister. I don't hate her. It is just too much for me to hate anyone. Do I still feel pissed. Of course I do. I know that really by the time I was a toddler my sister got sick of me. I shared a room with her and at 12 she didn't like that I was getting in here things but I was two kids that is what toddlers do.
I know it hurts me that she didn't play with me much as a child. My brothers were mostly my compaions. I became a tomboy. I do know that I really miss that my sister didn't play dolls with me and do my nails and stuff but I know I can understand that I could be a pain and turning a teenager and your sister only being three couldn't be the best fun. I feel like she always wanted out of the house and got out as soon as possible. I also know we can't make someone change and be somone other than themselves but I hope someday my sister would understand how much I always needed her. i hope this with all of my brothers also. Sorry about not putting more paragraphs. I am going to write more in my journal when I get settled.
Enigma I know you are counting the days untill you see the doctor, I am praying that this one can help you!!
Today I feel so much better, I got out yesterday. daughter took me out to lunch and went grocery shopping.
I really need to clean a bit today, we shall see :)
(((HUGS))) to all Rhonda I have a question how or can you hugs all your friends at once??
Tossing and turning all night, blankets feel like heated screws being jammed into my leg. Want to rip the heck off!
welcome (((((((flygirl))))) sorry for your rough night
(((((((to you all)))))))
Just stopping by tonight, I usually stop by in the morning but got behind
Standed, Congrats on the appt and find out the details when you have rested so you can start planning out what has to be done. Dont worry alot of people have a love/hate relationship with their families it is normal to have some issues.
My sister is a bit older then me and we dont have a close relationship like sisters do but we respect each other and would do anything for each other if needed.
My parents live in the same house I grew up in and will stay there forever I guess no matter where I live but it does so happen I live a few blocks away and you would think I would see them all the time and I dont especially now that the kids are grown and can go over and see them on their own.
I did happen to go back to bed Smurph:) and it was the right choice as it was so nice especially after I cleaned my room and moved things around it was so relaxing as I de-stressed my room as someone on here suggested and it did make a difference on getting to sleep. I would suggest it to anyone who has some sleep problems I think people are also calling it Minimalist decorating
Well this is the best time of my day when the house is quite and nobody wants anything from me and I dont have to do anything AH.... What a great feeling.
I just remembered that we are craving pumpkins tonight so there will be extra people over for dinner. Not sure if I am up to it right now but hope by the time the afternoon goes on I will wake up a bit, I am a bit tired as I always am, have a hard time falling asleep at night.
Not alot of things going on here just the daily grind of the same old things, hope everyone is doing well
I am off pain meds, I still hurt. I didn't sleep last night. I go Friday to see my Pain doc, I hope he will do something. The RFA helped alot, but not enough. I am still in a 6 or 7 pain scale. I hate the stupid scale thing.
Anyways I wish everyone a great day!! guys do we have the chat thing anymore? I don't see it.
Blessings to all Rhonda
We'll see how it goes.
Have as good a day as possible.
love,hugs n prayers,Vicky xxxxxxxxxxx
Rough night, feeling like a truck drove through my head and its too critical at work to not show up so here I am. Painkillers didn't hardly work yesterday and I don't expect they will today so I expect hell before the day is out. Everyone will all see me at my worst but what can I do, and do I really care anymore? I'm just doing the motions. Today I brought my big ice pack for the back of my neck.
This morning I was thinking about calling the suicide hotline as it touches my mind a lot lately and I think if I could just talk to someone knowlegeable about it. I don't think I am suicidal, but, I wonder where the line is that you cross, you know what I mean? I've been to enough funerals of suicidal friends.....
Have a good day, all.