Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
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I've done some really bad and even weird things during manic periods. WhT are some of the things you e done help me to feel like I'm not alone.
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I was the only one out of like 80 people to bring weed, everybody else was pretty conservative. I was able to find 10 more people to smoke with me including the band they paid lots of money to be there.
My energy and drugs were causing others to get more crazy too. People knew what was going on, but nobody would stop me, I had just gotten out of the army where I was a paratrooper and everyone was afraid of me.
One of the people I got stoned, was the ranch foreman, he crashed the tractor into a parked car trying to use it to pull out another car that was stuck on the road I had decided to 4 wheel thru and destroy earlier.
I really only remember bits and pieces, I was on no medication and so very unstable.
Me and possible a few other people decided to leave at 2am to get more beer, we drank all of it.
I crashed my asshole step-dads truck in to the side of a gas station, went in to buy beer, they wouldn't sell it after midnight (stupid Texas), i tried to fight the attendent when I heard a very pissed off "stopped right there"
I had failed to notice upon crashing in the Texas State Trooper cars parked outside, they were in the restauraunt watching me.
I spent the rest of the morning singing and going crazy and bashing my head in to the bars before they took me to a judge who I accused of being a "pawn in the Zionist's game" he had me put in a hospital, but they let me go a few hours later.
Many people in my family dissowned me, but it was all the people in my family I didn't like anyway. Ruining my sisters wedding might be why she will not talk to me.
Well, strange thing is I am a very clean cut, college graduate, successful person with a good job. The lithium carbonate helps a lot.
But one Very inappropriate and potentially hazardous experience for Me was in recent years, haha - I went to visit a "new friend" in another state - took a bus, wore wedding attire and told everyone on the bus I was going to get married, which was Completely false - then along the way I met a homeless man on said bus, and ended up with him at a shelter in Illinois instead, smile. All this while on a 2-week vacation from work.
(that's a "safe" story)
God! Thirty seconds later and I would be dog meat. Jail time. And I'd probably be married to a 300 lb tattooed biker named Butch.
I already mentioned on one other post that I went to jail while manic, but don't really feel like reliving the story at the moment.
Other stuff, I'll keep to myself.
I would like to say one thing: I got married while hypomanic - and I don't regret it for one second. We are still married and he is the greatest man for me.