The worst thing I have ever done was actually a whole period of time. For six months i was hypomanic/manic -- it was brought out by starting paxil. I was having the time of my life, but I almost lost my wife & children, my home, my business and any self worth. I would drink every night, i mean a lot, 1/2 bottle of crown royal 10 - 15 beers. Then I would go hang out at a gogo bar and get special favors from the girls. Then I had an affair with one.

After my wife found out, and my diagnosis changed from depresion to bipolar, I crashed and tried suicide while my two little kids were home alone with me. Luckily they did not find me.

That is the worst thing I have ever done

ha, now that's impressive - four ounces of pot isn't that easy to hide in a purse!!!!

I won't even start in about my pot plant growing days....haha...oh boy....

I wasn't even thinking about the law..... When I was 16 my mother told me there was a warrant for my arrest and the police were looking for me.... I got very drunk, then stumbled down to the police station around midnight...... stood on the steps and yelled for them to "come and get me you fuckers".... when no one came I peed on the steps.....

Than covers police AND peeing.....

Told my hubby I wasn't happy and convinced him it was okay if I flirted with other men, stayed up for like a week straight online with some guy from DS totally hangin on his every word just because he told me he COULD love me. I neglected my family during that week. Dude ended up accusing me of stalking him when he was the one that led me on in the first place!! Harumph!!

Bought 3 new cars in two months and got into a fist fight with my mom on an elevator in a hospital.

Thank God that I never got pulled over during some of my manias because I was like wanting to fight the cops and wishing they would pull me over. I still get that feeling once in a while. It's like fuck authority!!

Well thanks for all of the stories they for some reason do help. When I think im alone in doing these things I really start to hate myself.
In the past Ive done so many things from leaving my house at night and going on the street naked. Ive ended up waist deep in a river in Nov.. Been lost, thought Ive seen things, taken way too many drugs even had a short time in rehab. But the one thing that i have done that i so regret was I went into an adult bookstore one evening went into the room in the back and over a span of a couple hours I had sex with over a dozen men. Ive done alot of sexual things that I regret but that one was the worst. does anyone else think that they have had trouble with being faithful or had alot of risky sex?

Zany - I definitely have a problem with "authority"! fuck authority!!!!!

=P

Thanks for this thread Cresteddad.

My things were mainly drug and alcohol problems. Like getting pulled over at 2am with an 8 ball of heroin in my purse and charming my way without any problems. I never was arrested, it was amazing.

I used to get violent-throwing things. I would always smash my own belongings.

The thing I did that I really regret was being terrible to my grandma who was the only person in my childhood that showed me love. This was in my teens and 20s. And I still can be mean to my roommate, who is now the only person alive who really knows or cares about me, when I'm having a bad day. Happened yesterday as a matter of fact.

Never had a manic sex thing, my problem is more the opposite, very little sex because I isolate.