my husbdan and i were like that the first time we met, we met on the internet.
for 2 hours we kept typing the same thing at the same time, that should have been the first sign that we would have ended up together. but 7 years later we started dating and 8 years later we got maried. october will be our 4 year anniversary.

i did mean it was weird in aa cool way, i think it's cool when Paul can finish my sentences and I finish his, a good friend like that is hard to find, i think it's cool and weird when you know what i'm thinking or how my mood is before i do
Sir, i think it's cool that you and your hubby are so close

thanks although physically we are far apart its friggin torture but i try not to think about it.
i keep telling myself....
I will get through this, i will be okay im going to get through tis im going to be okay.

you'll be ok, you're stronger than you know and you have us to turn to when it gets hard

when i have internet connection....
my stupid iphones internet browser broke and i dont know how to fix it and there arent any att stores anywehre near that i can see.
bahhumbug.
i do okay wehn i get his emails but he cant always email me because of security clearances . so those days are hard.
when i get his email sit makes him feel not so far away.
but sometimes my life is so boring and im like at a loss for words as what to say to him oh yo uknow waht i met a monster truck driver today the one that rides in the captains curse we went to the diggers dungeon in north carolina.
im not so much into moster truck raceing biut that was pretty cool.

it's good that you can keep in touch with him, that will make this easier for both of you, i think it's cool that you met a monster truck driver

yea he was really nice and helpful too. not something i was expecting from a monster truck driver..
they sure keep my husband busy with work though.
it sucks that the computers where he is sometimes dont work.
my days always go so much better when i can hear from him.
i feel like yea i can really do this when i hear from him but when a couple of days go bye i feel like man i cant handle this how will i ever make it out of this alive.

this is really stupid because it would never happen but i get myself all worked up and scared that what if i accidently cheated on him and i freak out and my husband laughs at me and says hed know long before i did becuase i cant keep anything from him i dont know why but i feel the need to tel him everything even stuff he wishes i didnt tell him like how heavy my last menstrual cycle was or whatever...which has been forever ago since ive been on depo for so long.

Pushing it back up not so gently - Its Friday & moving day once again

Go now which flea motel do I choose - this one is on my last nerve so its time to go and find a new one.

Bats eye lashes at Soss & gives puppy dog eyes um can you come rescue me before or at check out? lol Yes I know I am pitiful and pathetic no reason to remind me of being either of those two things

Good morning to all

good morning.....

oh, raven, I'm sorry about you living in a motel right now...I truly know the feeling. I had to jump from motel to motel back when I first moved to Daytona Beach....ugh.... =(

back then I didn't have a computer and none of the motels offered wi-fi. I'm glad you're able to at least "be connected"

and uhm, did you take your meds yet??!!! =)

GOOD Morning People!!

I am back among the living for today. LOL No more training, WooHOO

what were you training for soss

I wasn't being trained I was training someone else.

what were you training them for

morning all, i hate my job and i believe i will climb the tree and hang out with steve the flying squirrel all day as am in a totally pissy mood, but i love you all