good morning, all!!! don't have much time before we check out of this hotel and move on to the next one, but I did want to say hello and that I hope everyone is feelin' good!

((hugs))

Doesn't the motel hopping get fucking old I swear to God.


Yep its Monday and I am quite whiny and bitchy thats just a warning so am keeping mouh shut for most if not all of the day but there is a giant standard poodle walking down the street just thought I would mention it

giant poodles are cool looking...............Raven, sorry you are in a bad mood today and hope you get to feeling better really soon,
Linas- why are you hotel hopping? just curious, if you don't want to answer don't (obviously) good luck with the check out and finding another hotel room? or are you heading home? anyway, hope you have a good day
hugs to all

whilst i appreciate all that my dad does for me. im so sick of jearing about his house. his cars and his fishing. its hours upon hours of the stuff . whenever i try to talk about something that interests me he talks over me and chamges the subject back to one of his interests. i mean no wonder my mom left him. its triggering me really bad im fighting the begining of epispde with all i have. but im seriously about to snap and trhat wpuld be bad lest my dad just leave me in the middle of nowhere.

Who was the troll and whose ass do I need to kick? And are we ready for a trip to Vegas?!!

Trying real hard QU as God it would do a world of good

Ok back from the most humiliating esperience of the last ten years. And before someone screams foul dont please ok as its humilating for me and not slamming anyone here ok. After raising two kids with virtually no help for their looser fucked up sperm donor and only having to ask for state help once when they were like 8 and ten and I was totally out of a job I ha to go apply for food stamps today and admit to the woman that my ass is homeless. God was that one a hard fucker to swallow. No matter what life has tossed at me I have always been able to fix it but doesn't look like thats gonna happen right now. Seriously out living your life expectancy isnt all its cracked up to be some days

Sorry raven . I had to get wic when I wad pregnant and after having my daughter.

Dying on schedule would have been alot fucking easier than that one and what life just keeps tossing me seriously as am so done with it

What do you mean by dying on schedule?

I was supposed to be dead by July 31st according to the moronic doctors which meant that since I refuse to die on their schedule I was gonna cut out early. Which is how I became homeless to begin with. Gave up my house beginning of July since figured why pay a full month if not gonna live there right. Dumb ass mistake as still dont feel bad enough to actually finish it off and in a way not ready to leave yet - got a few morethings would like to finish up but if life continues down this golden path what the fuck who seriously would blame me for going now instead of a month or two down the road ya know

Raven, wish I could help, I guess you'll just have to be Queen of the Dorks for a while longer, I'm sure Sara is happy with that arrangement

I am going for group therapy tonight, i am officially "sitting in" as that's the only way we could slide this past the insurance co, i'm excited, but kind of scared too, not sure what to expect, but looking forward to meeting fellow beepers in RL and maybe making some RL friends, does that happen in group therapy? can you make friends there? anyway, my therapist says i can sit in tonight and see if I like it and if i do then i will be going back next Monday

love and hugs to all
Andrea

Sounds fun Anrea seriously

really? I feel like such a dork for being excited and nervous about this, the therapist is soooo sweet, and i just hope I can make some friends there and get help dealing with the day to day, even though she (therapist) and i agree that I am making good progress, i fel like i could be doing better, i'm rambling i know, but i do that when i'm nervous, wonder why i'm nervous? why do i get nervous when meeting new people? i was nervous about meeting you and Sara, isn't that silly? i was so afraid that you wouldn't like me at all

And look how that turned out . . . see

I got kicked
out of
my support group and o didn't even
do anything wrong. I sure hope you have better luck.
Do you have a illness like cancer or aids? I
mean why would a dr say you only have until
july31?
Sorry for being nosy.