No no must keep them crossed for it to work - besides I like walking around with my eyes crossed

WOOT someone that owed me 20 managed to scrounge up enough of it so I could get pack of cheap cigs and a few sodas - nice seriously and so my day has gone to eh ok to it rocks in a very short time . . . doesnt take much to make me happy with the world

Thats either really pathetic (my vote) or really great

Raven- i don't think you're pathetic

is it bad that i'm hungry but not hungry? it's weird, cause i know i'm hungry i just don't care if i eat or not, kind of manicy maybe?

or i could be orveranalyzing, the pdoc at the therapy session last night said when we get manic we stop eating,but he also said when we get depressed we stop eating, i dn't when i'm depressed i eat more LOL i'm rambling.................

LMFAO no Hamster Girl I am not pathetic I know this the fact tho that a pack of smokes and two sodas will keep me going one more day is rather pathetic or it is in my brain.


I know I should eat but also know am back on full doseage of topamax(sort of a mixed blessing right now) so hunger pains are practically nil thank fully

..panics.. oh no my toes wont cross and crossing my eyes gives me a really bad headache. i went through eye surgery as a kid to correct and eye crossing lazy. eye problem. i prayed for you instead.

i slept ion today but didnt go to bed until well over 3 am. i have to stop doing that i wont be able to when i get my daughteback nor when i go to my sisters.
today im wearing my brightly tie dyed sandbridgvirginia beach shirt that i got yesterday.
so i bought a belt because my pants kept slipping down. well stupid belt is only there tolook cool apparently. becsause they keep slipping down anyways....although nor as bad.

raven im easily entertained too. doesnt take much to make my day although a pack of smokes and two sodas wouldnt do it. bexause i dont smoke and i dont really drink soda. i drink coffee. sweet tea.unsweet tea.juice . milk. and water.

Well I would kill for a cup of coffee but thats an entirely different story on its own. . . . .

Oh and a real life Dew just fell in my lap so day just even better

Okay I will tell you all but I am not going to get excitied about it.

I put in for a office manager job for a rock quarry 2 miles from my house. It would be 2 dollars more an hour, with weekly overtime and did I mention it was 2 miles from my house???

Busts out laughing I knew you couldnt keep it secret. . . I havent uncrossed anything and refuse to until they HIRE you even if it means toes and fingers go sleep

I don't know that they will hire me. Although I do know they are NOT looking for someone with a BS degree, they don't pay enough. Of course my MIL being her she told him he would make the best decision hiring me. LOL

Still think too you should call the new owner of Motel 6 she is pretty cool and I am telling you I think she would hire you just to kick the idiots asses that she already has on staff. But betting you get this one so it would be a mute point eh

We shall see. RIght now I am stressing about school tomorrow/

good luck on the job sara. raven did it spill on your lap or judt lie a can or bottle fell on your lap?
my aut peggy says that maybe we can go into town after we eat. woohoo i get a starbucks. i know some people dont like starbucks but i used to work there and i loved it.
man.i really miss my husband and daughter.
sigh and im having a hard time with it today.

Oh yes school does do that tomorrow doesnt it. . . LOL I actually thought about that exact thing at 430 this morning not sure why but I did


Sir I meant that another can of Dew just sort of appeared out of nowhere - actually freak boy brought it too me - think he was hoping that I would get him stoned, sleep with him or turn him on to my dealer or combination of any of those things. None of those things wil ever happen but I thanked him for the Dew

You better watch out or Alicia will be coming after you for hitting on her man. LMFAO