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I mKey krispy treYs with Carmel choclateband cocoa krispues. I don't like mArshmellodmws

Morning all. . . .I drudged up enough funds to escape at least for tonight from club crazy. Don't get me wrong my weed boy and his wife are good friends and great people. I adore them and their kids too but some of the company they keep leave alot to be desired. Went down this road with the childrens fucked up sperm donor for too many years its a road I prefer not to travel much ya know

good morning. =\

raven, do you still have some crispie bars? did they work pretty well?

Bounds in and says GOOD MORNING!!!!

Its moving day for my dear mother in law. Thinking breakfast is in order so we can have all our energy to move in the blistering heat.

Yes I do . . . they are really good

gm, soss. Sorry you have to partake in a move, especially *this* summer. This heat is absurd.

raven, i'm glad the bars are working out for you and I'm glad you have a quieter place to go tonight.

Ok so just when i'm thinking wow I havnt had am episode in a while despite not being on meds for mood swings man
maybe im cured . Less than three hours later i'm having a meltdown.

And i'm thinking maybe I should have knocked on wood despite it being against my beleif system

Do you ever feel like your screaming on
the inside and
clawing away at cement walls on the inside only to appear like wverythings fine on
the outside. Does that make me s liar? I sure hope not fighting hard against this inside while trying to stay mormal on the outside do I don't ruin everyone elseses day.

It's too bad pain releivers don't help inner pain . Emotional pain and inner turmoil.

ha, sir. If that were the case, my inner turmoil would be vamoosed. *here's to my hydrocodone that barely takes away the pain*

has your meltdown passed?

It's more of on the inside like it wouldn't take much for me to lose it.

ah, on the precipice.

keep doing fun stuff, like the bipolar movie post.

Yea I have been.