No its ok thought you knew. . . I have end stage COPD and right now the shit can't kill me fast enough. Seriously not ready to go yet. Knows that physically I can pull off a few more months but mentally am done this is it as I havent eaten in days - ass has been too broke and now tonight not looking real good for food or shelter and just tired of the entire fucked up mess

I'm sure going to miss you ds won't be the same without you.

After being in hell for the last 15 hours and 45 minutes I am home. 15 minutes of the day was awesome when my friend Jonathan surprised me and showed up and shopped with me. Of course as soon as he shows up my FIL gets out of doctors, I made him wait for me. LOL

I spent 5 hours in one doctor's office waiting room. Yes it was HELL, would have been Hell no matter who it was, but it was 1000000000Xs worse cause it was him.

I did get some retail therapy though. Bought my MIL a house warming present, and my self a spring form pan. And bought some needed school supplies.

Your back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry FH FIL was just that but glad you got to see J that was at least something and you got retail therapy in.

I have reached a new level of lunatic behavior but not so sure want to share even tho its hysterical. . .

will decide after I reboot - ont have any volume back in a moment

Hi Sara and Raven, I had a lot of fun at the group therapy session, it was a really small group, there were only 3 of us there, the week before there had been 4 or 5 people, i think anyway, i wasn't there and i think that's how many she said was there
Sara, I'm sorry your day was bad, except for the good part
Raven, I hope you are doing ok, and yes I did have fun at the meeting like you said I would

I will survive only in the end not to lmfao now there is irony at its best thanks Hamster Girl and see I told ya

Raven, yes, you were right, i am excited about going back next week

im glad you had fun andrea. just dont get kicked out. wink. raven if its hysterical do tell. i went to sandbridge virginia beach. met one of my cousins and her children. they were cool.

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Not going to say why, but everybody cross your fingers, toes, eyes, legs, and whatever else you can for me this morning. I will say why later.

consider them all crossed Sara, for whatever reason, I hope it works out for you, whatever it is, please keep us posted

"could we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars cause i could realy use a wish right now"

Got em crossed Soss . . . :)

you can uncross for the time being. I won't know anything for a while.