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- i know i rant and rave about everything and i'm sorry but it needs to come out. Thank you all for putting up with my whining. I hate the snow. It hurts my body because of my condition and sometimes messes with my PTSD. So many things have happened...
- I'm sorry i don't get on here as much i've been doing pretty well handling things and learning and my meds help a lot. But this is just a rant so i can get everything out. I'm posting it online instead of writing it down privately because it makes...
- Im sorry i havnt been on i've had so much going on. But these last couple of days im not able to do anything except sleep. It's been wet and rainy and cold outside so my fibromyalgia is making me really dizzy so im not able to do much except lay...
- This post is about PMS,womenly hormones, and how bipolar depression doesn't mix well at all....Sorry i made this so long i just had a lot on my mind.I've been going to my OBGYN for years now and been through many birth controls. For years it was so...
- I'm not posting this because i want to brag. I'm posting because i'm proud and i want people to know that you can get through this. It does get better. Please keep going. You will have days where u will break down but that is ok as long as you pick...
- I was baby sitting all day and i was totally fine and happy. After the baby left i slowly got depressed. I really don't know why i'm depressed. I dont feel like talking to anyone. It's not that something is wrong i just dont have any desire to...
- I need to be more confidant. I need to not let things stress me out so badly. I need to let go of things instead of keeping a grudge. I will talk to my therapist about these things i want to acomplish i just can't see her right now. Not because of...
- I had nightmares about him again. In the nightmare i was dating him again and he was doing the exact same things he used to. I felt every emotion i went through when i was with him. I woke up and realized i'm having these nightmares because tomorrow...
- I didn't log in yesterday but first off let me say i hope everyone is doing well and staying strong. I was doing alright yesterday. I was a little sore but nothing horrible until today. Working with my physical therapist is hard. The exercises are...
- I know bipolar depression isn't the exact same as being bipolar but i feel almost all the manic symptoms and the depressive symptoms. The depressive episodes do last longer than the manic but i still have my pros and cons with each. Like with my...
- My body is hurting pretty badly today. It's not helping my anxiety then when my anxiety is bad i don't handle stesss well then i tense up then my body hurts worse. It's a vicious cycle :( BUT i'm trying to listen to music to relax. I do NOT take...
- I had a pretty good day! My body didn't hurt so bad and my anxiety was pretty good well besides a little panic in the store but it's ok every day is different and it's never perfect but it was a great day :) Now here's the most important part of my...
- I'm so mad! My stupid cousin is at it again! She knows i'm lonely and takes advantage of it very badly. I'm just sick of it. I'm sick of her treating me like i'm no good! She only wants me when she has nothing better to do or wants me to take care...
- it's been a year since i've seen or heard from you. I thank god that you leave me alone. But i still have that deep down hatred that i have against you. I don't want to think about you or even say your name. Just the thought of you makes me angry....
- Well today is another day of bad mental health. I'm really not sure what brought on all this depression. Well i think it started from my fibromyalgia hurting me more lately thanks to physical therapy. But i just feel so sad. I'm trying to stay...