MaraK
Status: Almost 7 years without him in my life...I can't believe I have come through it, but I have. I miss him today as much as I ever have
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Six months ago, I met someone else.I wasn't interested in any kind of relationship.He was not going to be my "rebound" replacement guy.I only wanted someone to spend time with.I was just so lonely...
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...And now, my yearly cycle of intense grieving is complete.Another year stretches before me.Where will I be emotionally and physically at this time next year? What does the year ahead hold for me?I...
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I posted this on Facebook today:Two years ago today, the bottom fell out of my world. I said goodbye to Rob and watched as he kissed Charlotte and said, "You know your Grandpa loves you?" Then,...
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My daughter's boyfriend has my husband's old job at the restaurant. Tonight, I was looking after his children as a favour, and when he was done work, he drove me home. He walked in the door, and it...
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I think, of all the things I miss about Rob, it's the hugs I miss the most. I can still feel in my mind how it felt to be wrapped in his arms, but I miss that so much. My sister was reminding me...
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In the course of my cleanup, I came across a notebook that had pages of my husband's writing. One was a list of catering menus and prices. (He was a chef.) Other pages had little notes that he left...
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I started out the day feeling overwhelmed and sad. With the help of my sister and her husband, and my brother, I ended up getting so much accomplished today that I actually feel pretty good...
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I really don't want to have to start taking something to help me sleep, but I can't take much more...especially with work in the morning. Just when I thought I was getting my sleeping back on...
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Just because I lost your Dad that does not make me less of a person. If he were here, you sure as hell would NOT be taking me for granted.You never think of me alone at home.You're so busy with your...
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Words…They used to be my refuge and my saving grace.Now…You are gone, and you took my words with you.For all these months…I’ve struggledDesperate to purge my sorrowBy pouring out my agony...
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Six months ago, I met someone else.I wasn't interested in any kind of relationship.He was not going to be my "rebound" replacement guy.I only wanted someone to spend time with.I was just so lonely...
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...And now, my yearly cycle of intense grieving is complete.Another year stretches before me.Where will I be emotionally and physically at this time next year? What does the year ahead hold for me?I...
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I posted this on Facebook today:Two years ago today, the bottom fell out of my world. I said goodbye to Rob and watched as he kissed Charlotte and said, "You know your Grandpa loves you?" Then,...
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