Two years ago today, I buried him...
...And now, my yearly cycle of intense grieving is complete.
Another year stretches before me.
Where will I be emotionally and physically at this time next year? What does the year ahead hold for me?
I have no idea.
I only hope that I will continue to grow and heal and move forward so that next year, when this time of year rolls around, I will see myself as stronger and closer to finally being healed from such a tremendous loss.
I do look toward this sad anniversary next year with a bit of trepidation, as Jun 7, 2011 will be a reminder that we did not make it to 25 years of marriage, and I know that is going to be really difficult to accept.
Still...the blank slate sits, waiting for me to make my mark on it.
It will be very interesting to look back on this a year from now and see how I have filled that time.
Another year stretches before me.
Where will I be emotionally and physically at this time next year? What does the year ahead hold for me?
I have no idea.
I only hope that I will continue to grow and heal and move forward so that next year, when this time of year rolls around, I will see myself as stronger and closer to finally being healed from such a tremendous loss.
I do look toward this sad anniversary next year with a bit of trepidation, as Jun 7, 2011 will be a reminder that we did not make it to 25 years of marriage, and I know that is going to be really difficult to accept.
Still...the blank slate sits, waiting for me to make my mark on it.
It will be very interesting to look back on this a year from now and see how I have filled that time.
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