soulmistress

Maybe someone's right about me being more angry with myself...for not turning my back sooner...argg!!!...I loved him too much and forgot to love me...when i broke up with him..I chose me..but can't...

I hate him..I hate so much!!! How could he? How can he use me and just let me string along..7 years..he can walk away!!! and I hate him because he had to let me be guilty of the break up when he...

I woke up with a disturbing dream. In my dream I died this coming September 14. I don't know what was the cause of my death but in my dream my soul went into someone else's body and I tried to talk...

So I found myself in this heartbreaking situation again. Yeah, I gave it another try. And how I feel so stupid finding myself in the same situation. A lot of guys want to be with someone whom they...

Wow, it's been a while. Sure I wonder about him once in a while--but maybe because he was someone I used to know..no feelings, no emotions. I've been busy putting my life on a different perspective....

So I never communicated with my ex, the recent calamaties had prompted him to IM me last October twice. Probably because he knew it was my birthday. The first attempt he made was so lame but I...

So I'm meeting new people, realizing that I'm not the only one who went through grief and heartbreak. I got an angry feeling for the past couple of weeks..and for some reason I know my anger is...

So I have a new job, met new guys and just tried to make things better for me..lost weight, a lot of it, been busy at work and been going out with friends..but when I'm alone..it just suck me back to...

ahhh.im so disappointed today with my allergic rhenitis...I had to go home right away and can't concetrate at work... i found this funny dating site..tried it for fun and good to meet a british guy...

I noticed that the anger had fueled so much strength and detrminiation for me to set the boundaries..but the memories of him had been tainted with disgust and hatred..why am I so mad?..why the only...

Maybe someone's right about me being more angry with myself...for not turning my back sooner...argg!!!...I loved him too much and forgot to love me...when i broke up with him..I chose me..but can't...

I hate him..I hate so much!!! How could he? How can he use me and just let me string along..7 years..he can walk away!!! and I hate him because he had to let me be guilty of the break up when he...

I woke up with a disturbing dream. In my dream I died this coming September 14. I don't know what was the cause of my death but in my dream my soul went into someone else's body and I tried to talk...

So I found myself in this heartbreaking situation again. Yeah, I gave it another try. And how I feel so stupid finding myself in the same situation. A lot of guys want to be with someone whom they...