I hate him

I hate him..I hate so much!!! How could he? How can he use me and just let me string along..7 years..he can walk away!!! and I hate him because he had to let me be guilty of the break up when he could have broken up with me when he knew he no longer love me..and now this new girl..I hate her too..I wish they'd burn in hell together!!!! He used me..for so long...I hate him so much..I regret falling inlove with him..I wanted all the memories he had in my life to be gone. I want him erased..I never want to remember him..I so hate him...I curse that he will never be happy..his new girl will screw him up..let him feel the pain that I felt..I wish he will never find someone who will love him as much as I did...I wish he would go through the same hell as I did...I wanted to kill him..I hate him...I regret I ever met him...oh..so much anger and hatred I feel for him right now... I will never wish for his happiness again.