Anger subsiding..sadness taking over remembering the past...

So I'm meeting new people, realizing that I'm not the only one who went through grief and heartbreak. I got an angry feeling for the past couple of weeks..and for some reason I know my anger is subsiding. I still think of my ex sometimes, gives me a sad and disgusted feeling..I feel more sad to the fact that I feel so negative about him and his memories, my best friend for almost a lifetime...now a complete stranger...seems like life has some good things in store for me..I no longer want to think what is happening to him..i don't really care..I just end up wondering what happened to the man I fell inlove with..I guess he died along with the challenges of life...I know now I'm better off without him and my life's more peaceful not having him in my life--especially the new him...because the new him is never going to be good enough to the new me. I felt like I woke up from a nightmare..I feel so positive about my future now..that someone is out there..someone meant for me..and 'm going to be patient and just wait for the day til our paths crossed. I'm done mourning..and though the loss of my ex had brought an emptiness and sadness, because it felt like a big part of me had died along with the past relationship..and that I lost someone I shared almost half of my life, I am ready to face new challenges and new memories..and I didn't realize that it will be such a sad ordeal to know that we will never ever see nor cross paths again..the miles had totally divided our lives..the distance that we fought hard all these years..had won over our love...and my arms raised..I surrender to fate..and love is meant to be shared with someone else. Goodbye Andy, I loved you so much..goodbye to the memories we made together..and goodbye to you my old friend, my ex-lover, my former life.. I can be happy without you in my life now...