EllisonGrey

Things just never seem to get better.  Once someting good happens that cheers me up for five minutes, theres just something bad lurking around the corner to put me back in my place.   My husband...

Well, I think that I have just come to a sad realization that my life will just never be as great as it was before.  This weekend my husband and I went to a birthday party for one of our friends,...

Today was a day that I have been dreading for a long time...the six week check up. I was scared to death to go back to that office...that office where everything was so bright and happy.  To go back...

What the hell happened?  Seriously. These past six weeks have been a roller coaster, but tonight, it finally jumped the tracks.  I have been sad, and hurt, and happy, and hopeful, but now i've...

I have had some specific things during all of this that caused me to hurt more or were hard to move past.  I have had a lot of great advice and encouragement, so I wanted to put it all in one place...

Today we had our second appointment with the grief counselor.  It is unbelieveable how much better we are this week than last week, but we also had to talk about why.  It all started last Saturday...

I definitely wanted to write a journal entry for a time that I was having a good day, but what is funny is that I didn't even realize some of the little things that show I am getting better.  One...

After what seemed like a hopeless week where no day gave me hope of their being an end in sight, yesterday was a bright day.  My husband and I met with a grief counselor in the morning, but aside...

Things just never seem to get better.  Once someting good happens that cheers me up for five minutes, theres just something bad lurking around the corner to put me back in my place.   My husband...

Well, I think that I have just come to a sad realization that my life will just never be as great as it was before.  This weekend my husband and I went to a birthday party for one of our friends,...

Today was a day that I have been dreading for a long time...the six week check up. I was scared to death to go back to that office...that office where everything was so bright and happy.  To go back...

What the hell happened?  Seriously. These past six weeks have been a roller coaster, but tonight, it finally jumped the tracks.  I have been sad, and hurt, and happy, and hopeful, but now i've...

I have had some specific things during all of this that caused me to hurt more or were hard to move past.  I have had a lot of great advice and encouragement, so I wanted to put it all in one place...