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Don't have time to read everything today.  Just read some of my friends' journal entries, but need to leave so haven't read posts.*******************************I have to go to dinner with my...

It doesn't seem like it should be so hard.  I feel weak physically, mentally, spiritually, intellectually, socially, and everything! I feel like I've lost time this past week or more.  I've been...

Dang it! I'm trying to figure out how to attach a file to my blog.  A word document, to be specific.  I just sent a message to my nephew who always has all kinds of stuff attached to his blog. ...

I was just reading about turning into our weaknesses instead of turning away.  In other words, we face the weakness head on, talk about it honestly, analyze what happened and how we can learn, and...

I wish I could understand this illness.  I wish I could understand what it is that makes us so sick with these strange symptoms.  Isn't it odd that we have such bizarre symptoms that make no sense...

50 today. How come I don't have all the answers to life?  I should have it all figured out by now, right-o?  Apparently, I'm supposed to be happy today since it's my birthday and everyone tells...

Tired.Tired of trying to do what I feel like other people expect of me.Tired of trying to push through the pain.  Mostly because other people don't understand how I feel. I wondered tonight if I...

I don't get on the scales much but my clothes are shrinking.  It must be the dryer or I'm gettin' fat.  I have been eating too much sugar at night.  Weird cravings, or really more of an intense...

woohoo  it's frozen pizza friday.  I always like it when I don't have to try to think about dinner. I actually made slip covers for two old loveseats that turned out very nicely.  Sad that I...

This month is my eleven year mark.  It was November, 1998 that I got sick.  What a horrible anniversary?!  I don't think I could have ever imagined that I'd be sick for this long.  What's it...

Waiting for my daughter to get home from basketball practice to go renew her driver's license.  She just turned 18.  I realized something during volleyball season.  I felt a lot of anxiety that...

How is it physically possible to not sleep.  I can be exhausted and weak and still not sleep until maybe 4:30 in the morning.  Last night not at all.  I marvel at the idea.  If I was a prisoner...

Sick.  Sicker.  The sickest I've been for a while.  Is it allergies?  Inbalanced hormones?  CFS on the run?  A little bit of flu?  YES!  It's the jackpot!  I win the prize.  Whatever it...

Had a nice Thanksgiving.  We hosted about 22 people which was a good number.  We were expecting about 8 more but a family member got sick and they didn't feel like traveling.  I had lots of help...

Last night was painful.  I had been getting the house and beds ready for the volleyball team, made soup for family and cinnamon rolls for team, etc.  Eased myself into an epsom salts bath and went...