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Once again, don't expect anyone to read this lengthy entry.  It's mostly an update that I copy and paste other places - here and there.  It just ended up here first, I guess.***Went to church...

 I'm sure some of you have seen these, but they still make me laugh every time I read them.  Some you have to read carefully to get the funny.ENJOY. Love those Church Ladies.......    They're...

I actually got to sleep before 3 a.m. the past two nights.  Today I actually feel like there is hope for me yet.***One day at a time, of course.***Naturally, I'm not sure why I slept.  What did I...

On Saturday I wrote down a bunch of names of counselors that are on the list of providers for our insurance.  I decided I was just going to go down the list and ask if any of them worked with...

I'm sure people are tired of reading about my sorrows but this is my place to let it out. ***I haven't been able to make it to church for 6 weeks.  Two of those were general meetings that didn't...

and, then....***I didn't go to my son's basketball jamboree today.  When I went to bed at 4 a.m. I just kind of looked at my watch and thought, "So, here we go AGAIN." ***I thought because his...

So, once upon a time I was a freshman in college and my roommates and I stood in front of our mirror in the bathroom and we all yelled, "Today is gonna be a great day!  I am a great person!"***I...

Step two:  give lots-o-blood.  CHECK.***Dragged myself out of bed and gave vial after vial after vial after vial of blood.  Checking for Vit D, cortisol, testosterone/estrogen/progesterone,...

Blood test tomorrow morning sometime before noon (can go in when I can get there).  I had asked if I could come in before appointment to give blood so test would be back for appointment, but didn't...

Long entry - don't expect anyone to read this.  I just needed a place to write.  A place to think.  A place to feel something that can't be explained.***I was interested to read the comments on...

I just got a message on facebook from a friend back home.  One of our classmates passed away this morning.  He was such a good friend through junior high and high school.  I am thinking of so many...

A light at the end of the tunnel? *** As a last resort I called the doctor's office in the small town close to where I live (FYI:  I'm 10 minutes to civilization).  My kids go to school about 15...

And the saga continues....Called for an appointment today and they are 3 weeks out for new patients. *** I haven't slept for about 5 or 6 weeks, so 3 more weeks is not my plan.  The receptionist...

So, the nurse practitioner that the compounding pharmacist recommended actually e-mailed me back.  Miracle?  I don't know.  She said she was familiar with CFS but not an expert, but she is an...

a poem from 8-18-09 (after my walk along the canal bank) The days are dark yet the sun is shiningwaiting for a breath of lifethree white doves flew up before I reached themi shaded my eyes and...