pamela055
Status: Miss my little boy so much, love you James
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I am not doing good tonight at all. My whole body is tense and I feel like I might throw up. I want to cry but am trying not to because I get too upset. I have no appetite and everything I...
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My appt on Wednesday went great. We heard the heartbeat and the hematoma is almost completely gone. I am so relieved and happy, yet am still scared to death. I am actually kind of planning what...
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I just dared to go on a baby site to figure out my due date. What pops up is "what my 10 month old is doing/learning now". I have told myself I need to stay away from these sites, but it's very...
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I had my ultrasound yesterday and got to see my doctor. There was a little yoke sac measuring just right and the hemotoma was still there. This is called a subchorionic hemotoma, thank...
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Thank you all so much for your prayers and support. Thank God I can just jump on the computer and feel better. Still pregnant and my hcg levels are good. Just have to see about this blood...
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Well I got my first ultrasound this morning. I am only 5 weeks but my RE took me. Right now there is nothing in the sac. This could be normal because it is so early. Also, there is a bleed...
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OK, well yes according to two first response tests. This was our first month really trying and I just can't believe it. I already had a frozen embryo transfer scheduled for November. We tried...
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I am at work thinking how I am now different from everyone. There is no one but you wonderful ladies who know how I feel and what my life is like. I am in a different, separate group. No one...
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I was just told that my 11 month old niece is now walking. I love her and am so happy but this just reminds me of all the stuff I will never get to see my son do. I wonder what he would be doing...
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I was just thinking about all the time my son could have been delivered and have been fine. He passed at 39 weeks, 6 days. All the appts I went to during this time, all I needed was some...
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I am not doing good today. 13 weeks ago I found out my son was not going to be making me laugh and smile, this little guy would not be joining us and fulfilling our lives. My appt was at 1pm so...
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My best friend just had her second baby this morning. I am happy for her but can't stop crying. Why is it so easy for some people? So tonight I get to visit her and go to the same hospital...
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I was thinking today how I used to talk to James. The past couple of years have gone by so fast for me so I was so happy he had his whole life ahead of him. I used to hold my belly and tell him...
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I am sitting at work and keep looking at my son's picture. I am smiling and thinking "of course I couldn't keep him, he's too perfect, too beautiful." He seems like a dream to me, so does my...
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Can I ask what makes you feel better when you have that dreadful feeling? I woke up with that ache again, like I still can't believe this happened and sometimes I feel he's still on his way. My...
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