Suninbloom
Status: A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.
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- If you only had a short time left on earth what memories would you want to leave with those you love? What sort of things would you want them to know?I'm going in for cancer screening on the 24th and have been thinking a lot about the meaning of my...
- I feel tired ALL the time. I can't remember the last time when I woke feeling rested and energised. Last night I went to bed early - 9:30, slept good and pretty much uninterupted. Yet I am always tired. I didnt' take any sleep med last night and...
- When was the last time that you accomplished something that made you or someone else feel good? Was it that you've been wanting to do something productive but find yourself saying "I'll do it when I feel better" "I'll do it tomorrow" later later...
- Will and I recently bought a car and had to pay the taxes, registration, full cov insur etc etc. Rain here in Maine all week.. overcast, grey skies blah blah blah. No turkey on our table this Thankgiving.. and he has to work. Is that going to get...
- I have always been interested in computers.. since the 80's or before that with the blipping screens of the commadore and atari games. I took up 3d art as a hobby and discovered it to be an outlet for creating fantastic scenes online. Since then I...
- Will and I have been negotiating our first land purchase with a realtor about one hour north of where we live now. We want to build an earth home together and spend the rest of our lives there. We sure need your prayers... we believe God hears us...
- Hello everyone :-DWill and I have been negotiating an agreement with some land owners about an hour north of where we live now. Will would need to submit a request to draw out some money from his retirement fund. We are in need of prayers... we...
- ..it's been a decade or so but I want to get a freezer and hunt for food. I use to own 50 acres of wooded land and have hunted for many years. While at the med clinic yesterday the nurse asked if I had access to weapons.. as though I'm some kind...
- Sorry to sound like a broken record.. I was just put on this med today.Does anyone have any comments about Abilify?
- ...until Santa finds out.I want a taser for Christmas and a tattoo gun so I can finish up my asian style tats on myself and Will. He wants a dragon on his back. I have my siamese cat on my arm and then a cherry blossoming vine on my right...
- Last night was a grim representation of what it's like to have this damned disease. However, I know that I can always come to DS when I'm racing - panicking - and that there will be a kind heart here to talk to. I appreciate you all so much and...
- Everything is ridiculously complicated and confusing. I want to scream and cry but all that would do is wear me out until I'm exhausted and shaking. I don't know how to be happy anymore. I'm sick of feeling this. I feel so alone.
- When was the last you felt so good about yourself that NO ONE could get you down?When was the last time you trusted someone? When was the last time you did something good for YOURSELF and had no guilt about it?After reading your posts on here for...
- A Compliment?I find myself looking down shyly when someone says something nice to me. It's a sincere head hanging type of thing. I blush or giggle too. Sometimes I just put myself down right after they say something nice pointing out what I think...
- I hate that shit~! I'm not talking about anyone here on DS. It's in my offline life.I'm sick of thinking about what someone else wants to mean only to realize that they don't want me to be happy no matter what conclusion I draw about what the hell...