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This day will be different from others because I have never been more determined to say 'no more' to my mom's treating me badly.This kind of behaviour is also motivated by the way I respond to it. I...

 So I passed all my exams except one, for the stupid reason that the teacher lost my paper. She brought the news too late for me to be able to take the exam once again. Because of this, I might have...

 This movie I saw tonight really opened the gate back to my old self, back to where I was one month ago.  This last month has been so busy. I took the challenge to pass all my exams, not because I...

My mother hit me today. She was angry with me because I yelled at her to leave me fucking alone and stop calling me names. I broke some glasses and then she came to me, pulled my hair and started...

Often our lives fail...They fail to make us happy, to meet our hopes..No finality..I know happiness is made of smaller happy moments but sometimes sadness seems more long lasting, more...

 I first listened to this song ("one more matinee") in our first weeks togheter.He was a big fan of Mark Knopfler's and Dire Straits and introduced me to them..I remember listening to the lyrics:...

6 moths only before we began the fighting..The more I loved him, the harder we fought, the more dependant I became..Seeing me cry always made him temperamental, and boy did I cry..They say tears do...

 I dreamt about him...I was alone on the streets, at night, talking to myself. Suddenly, I saw him riding the bike, stopped him and tried to get near him, to hug him. I missed that so much. But he...

My love for him hasn't gone away..If yesterday I was angry I now realise how much I truly miss him. It is however in a softer way. I miss him but it doesn't hurt so much anymore. I feel like crying...

I can't believe this! I think I saw my ex with a NEW gf! Not the girl for whom he left me. But a different one. She was pretty too. Well dressed and so chic. Calm and relaxed. Very docile and sweet....

So I just stayed up all night watching House. Huge drawback on my watch less TV goal...

Today I watched: Don't come knocking, Y&R, VH1.Today I read: nothingExercised: 5 minutes

Watching the news this afternoon brought about depression and anxiety. Then there was the  sad story that Dea told me. I guess if I'm not heartbroken, I must be something else:depressed or...

Sometimes I am looking on the Internet for answers about my life, my fate. I google it. I have always found info about anything online. Why shouldn't I seek for that page that has my name at the...

Sunday, beautiful sunny day and for the first time in months a clean room! And yet here I am, listening to Like a rolling stone and feeling down. I have my French books on the table, my homework...