Depression kicked in

Watching the news this afternoon brought about depression and anxiety. Then there was the  sad story that Dea told me. I guess if I'm not heartbroken, I must be something else:depressed or pessimistic. What's wrong with my mind? Does it have to be down in the dumps in order to feel good about itself? Is too much optimism boring for it? So i had a prett good day in what concerns my break up journey. No tears, no sobbing, I could even listen to Celine Dion(once!) before I would begin thinking about him. But I wonder what is worse? Which do i prefer in the menu tomorrow? Anxiety or a fresh aching heart? Yum :D