bunnieluver18
Status: Tip for life: NEVER move across the country and leave your life behind. You will regret it. I do.
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Hey,As you guys might have noticed, I haven't left for my long-awaited inpatient treatment for the anorexia. First it was the insurance company that was dragging their feet, and now, the center that...
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Hey guys!So I have decided that I really need inpatient treatment. My anorexia is only getting worse, and my doctors are getting really worried about my health. This is the second month in a row that...
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So here goes: My doctor's appointment was the worst experience of my life. No joke the doctor said, "Your weight is UNACCEPTABLE!" He then proceeded to call my counselor and they are talking about...
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I am so so sad. I feel like I am losing all of my friends. None of them get Ana (anorexia). It's like I have to chose Ana or my friends. I hung out with my friend Victoria yesterday, and it was like...
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New revelation: drinking low calorie gatorade is like the most amazing thing for weight loss ever. The sugar high keeps me going when I am fatigued and ready to pass out, and as a plus, I am kept...
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Hey,So this weight loss thing is a cinch! Like sure, I get hella hungry at about 3 o clock in the afternoon when I haven't eaten anything all day, but man, the weight is falling off of me like CRAZY!...
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Hey everyone!Summer is here, and with all of the clothes coming off for the nice weather, I am realizing how FAT I have allowed myself to become. So I'm gonna lose some weight. 95lbs is my goal....
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I sit here to write in my journal as my last resort to the inevitable of my cutting tonight. I don't want to cut. I really don't, but the pain inside of me is so strong. My heart aches over all that...
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I am alive. Still breathing. Gosh, life can be so hard sometimes. School started yesterday. I was feeling very confident when I signed up for my classes, and now that I have seen the syllabuses, I...
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I just found out that one of my professors, Dr. Les Bailey from last semester at SMU passed away from cancer complications on Christmas Eve, almost a week ago. I don't know what to feel. I am...
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I swear that I never want to cut again. I know I've said this before. But I'm saying it again. I don't want to live my life covered with butterfly bandages and gauze. I don't want to have to hide my...
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I have been fighting this battle with self-injury long enough-- four years of cutting, and ten years of general self-injurious behaviors. I am done fighting. I have cut twice since Friday, and I feel...
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Life has been really hard lately. It's like out of nowhere, I have felt like absolute shit. Back in October, I cut my unofficially adopted aunt and uncle out of my life because I was being molested...
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I don't know how to react. My life is falling apart and I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. My uncle just told me that I need to be moved out by next weekend. I feel numb. I should feel...
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I wish I knew how to explain how I am feeling. No words can adequately describe my situation though. So I will do the best I can do.I am scared to death. My family, the family I've always wanted,...
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