CamileBell
Status: We built cathedrals to our pain.
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- What's wrong with me....Why do I have to make everything in my life a copy of a fucking bad quality hollywood spawned rom-com.I hate falling in love... And now it happened with my best friend... I could say that it will all be allright and we will...
- I'm confused... For the past months I've been feeling very... apathic... Nothing's wrong really, I got back together with my friends, we hang out, I like my job... I feel however like it's all for nothing, I have no objectives and no ambition......
- So I'm single and I'm quite okay with such status. Yet the possibility is not out of the picture...Anyway, I've been hanging out with two of my closest friends... They hardly know eachother and today I had lunch with both of them. After a while and...
- One single white oak on a black plainA white sky and a strong cold breezeA river of putrid water.From said river she risesWhite skin motive for my shamesProjecting her venom from her lips into my earsI collapse onto the black earth While a centipede...
- I'm in a period of letting go of people for a while. In my mind I have the habit of thinking that only when I'm okay with myself, will I be able to be okay with someone.I've been (however) been developing feelings for someone... and honestly, as...
- I live my life by a set of conduct:Never cheat.Never ask someone to cheatNever do or say something that would break a relationship, unless I am certain the other person is being hurt and that I don't have an interest in breaking said...
- So I was recently diagnosed with said disorder... I'm not quite sure what it means, but all I can say is that I feel as if I'm in a perpetual dream state... The world doesn't feel or look real... nor do I know if I'm alive or just not there.
- 1. Itchy fingers. The desire to say something say anything to her no matter what the time of the day. Heard a good song on YouTube? Why not forward the link? A decent line of poetry? Lets recite it immediately.2. Intellectual insecurity. Never...
- A heart that's full up like a landfillA job that slowly kills youBruises that won't healYou look so tired and unhappyBring down the governmentThey don't, they don't speak for usI'll take a quiet lifeA handshake of carbon monoxide
- One: Sense of humor. Very dry, but it can also be warm and forgiving. And she's got one of the best all time laughs in the history of all time laughs, she laughs with her entire body. Two: She's got character. She's loyal and honest, and she doesn't...
- I look back at the copious amounts of... teenage illusions I've had... and the mistakes they brought. Falling in love with a drug addict, overdosing twice and seeing that partner die in a pool of blood for owing money. Running away in a Ford Mustang...
- And there you wereOpal eyed witness to my failureAnd accomplice to my weaknessYou are addictiveYou are not to blameBut your presence isYour scent your presenceYour innocenceAfter you leave itll be overNot because of your absenceBut my failure, my...
- So my little sister is refusing to do that thing in school where they are told to pledging allegiance to the flag or whatever. And she's getting in trouble because some douchebag parents said to their kid that she's a dirty communist. She's been...
- I find it amazing how my mind tries to make my life seem like a bad rom-com. How in the end i'll be with her and the rest is a "happily ever after" text in front of the screen.She's probably the one person who actually knew what I would do before I...
- Tomorrow, and tomorrow, and tomorrow,Creeps in this petty pace from day to day,To the last syllable of recorded time;And all our yesterdays have lighted foolsThe way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!Life's but a walking shadow, a poor...