christophermountains

I just seem to be stuck in this stuff but I'm getting along... day to day

Not sure I wrote this in Journal. Went down the hill yesterday to get winter tires installed and had quite a day. Ran a red light without any consequences... but next time?? I should not be driving...

I got tru yesterday... Today should be a piece of cake. Mild pain and moderate mental.

It's funny that if your not sick... you don't understand.  Called my daughter today to let her know that I would not be able to make it to Thanksgiving dinner. She didn't let me get half through my...

Don't know why I'm feeling so good today... but I'll take it. Pain low, B/P lower, breathing fair. Got to remember not to over do it but I'm going to get some things done today. Want to start a...

Our home in the mountains. Unbelievable views, so quiet that you can hear your own heart beat. The bears, mountain lions, raccoons, deer, etc. Goodbye. I can't shovel snow anymore. Stacking 5 cords...

I don't want to call my daughter and tell her I can't come to Thanksgiving dinner. I don't want to explain to her that the drive is too dangerous for me, that I don't want the grandkids seeing my...

Made it tru yesterday and today will be easier. Feel a bit better. Low- med pain. Breathing fair. Will try to eat right. Able to cook so going to cook a real meal. It's been a few. Mental is pretty...

Well... I passed stone and time now for the PTSD shit. Kids are coming over to work on house. Every time I talk... I seem to either say something wrong and they get pissed, hurt or confused. I'm...

Think I may have passed stone. Not sure and don't want to jinx my self. Out of bed and headed for a well needed shower. Breathing difficultys probably due to being bed ridden 3-4 days. Mental is bad...

laying in bed. at least not throwing up but pain is intence. 8-9 with pain meds staying down. got to force myself up soon to see if I can get this stone to move a little. It's in a BAD spot right...

No entrys for a few due to kidneystones. Feeling o.k. right now. Seems to have moved a few inches lastnite to a better local,(pain down to 7-8).Cant go vote and had put off Dr's visit. I don't travel...

Good mental day. med. physical. moderate shoulder pain and breathing. Made sure to treat Teresa well so there was little stress except the threat of snow. Didn't happen... so were all good. Did 25...

yesterday halloweve. Unbeliveable that I got thru day. Physical ... not bad but mental REALLY bad. Oxygen seems to be helping especialy with clearing of lungs in the morning. 40-60 coughs instead of...