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Well sitting here thinking the day went well.. except for a few tears in the morning of course... It's been 20 years... since my girl died.... and I find it hard still to believe that all this time...

you know i've been thinking.. thinking about all the time and energy that I spent being angry.... angry at everybody and everything... actually more specifically angry at the young man that was...

Well... This is a great group of people here... and they help they really do... Just wish that I had never had a reason to be here... but seeing I do... I'm glad that I've found DS... Yesterday was...

You know it's been awhile since i've been on here... I'm back at work..  been busy as all get out and have been at times reading some of the posts..and doing some thinking... thinking about what a...

well to say the least.. it's been an interesting weekend for sure.... I had to go to Birth Mother's home ... she passed away on the 1st of January and I and my siblings had to sort through her...

  SOMEONE GAVE THIS TO ME AT THE FUNERAL OF MY DAUGHTER TRACY... I THOUGHT I WOULD PASS IT ON AND HOPEFULLY IT WILL HELP SOMEBODY AS MUCH AS IT HELPED ME.. LATER BETS A CHILD LOANED  "I'll lend...

this weekend coming up i have to go and do an inventory on birthmother's condo... strange... don't know where that's gonna take me mentally but it's got to be done... will be meeting up with my 2 ...

I've entered this as painful.. because to me it is... I just had to put down my pup... he was just about 15 and has been ill for the last month and really not doing so great..  He was comfortable...

Right about now... I'm going to try something a little different with regards to pictures... I've been trying to get them to load where you put your photos.. figure I'll try to put the pic in the...

Well now... things are changing... it's strange ... i heard from my birth mother's friend and it seems that she was well treated by her friend... It's kind of a relief especially seeing she was aged...

just writing here.. cuz i can... and i'm bored..... restless... ankle feeling better.. much better and now I'm hoping to get the okay to go back to work... a little off is not a bad thing... but...

well strange things keep happening to me and around me... I'm not sure if this is the right area to write about this in... but... here I go... I just got news that my mother passed away.... no... we...

well i'm sitting here doing some reading and have found that as sad as my life can be... that I have many blessings in my life... A wonderful husband... A beautiful daughter... 2 beautiful...

i'm going stir crazy... i am sooo not used to staying in the house.... I'm a get up and go type of person... and this lyin' around with my foot in the air is driving me crazy.... makes me want to go...

What a great day!!!!  I'm feeling good... really good!!!!... Gotta love days when you're feeling strong... capable, and able.. and well loved.... Is there any day better than that I have to ask...