lacymenzies

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Re evaluating my life

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I wonder what my life means some days. Why I work so hard and does it even matter. I fight with others about boundaries as they push in upon me. I am not a child. I am a 53 year old women. I say these things out loud and I am embarrassed. I...
I am so done!!!

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I just want to scream. I just want to cuss. I just want to gouge his eye out. Of course I never would. I seeth inside. I am so angry. SO HURT. This man that I divorced...is a crazy maker ....and yet I am made out to be the crazy bitch. Of...
I cried today, pulling the covers up.

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My son called me from Montana today. I can't take back the past. I can't change it. I hate myself. What do I need to do? Somethings you just can't undo. And you can not help children to understand no matter how old they are. How do I explain...
Does anyone even know me

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Just rambling. I wonder though...does anyone even truly know me or care. It seems that even my closest people only know me when I have money or there is something in it for them. I feel as if no one sees the things that would make my life a...
Not sure how to acces any of this

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How do I see the comments and replies that are meant for me? Are there any? How can I tell? I am tired. I am a little excited about new possibilities at work. I cried last night. I think because I am having to say good bye to my son leaving...
How does this work. I reach out....?.

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I was fine yesterday. Today I am not. I am mad at myself for not feeling good. For crying. For staying home from work. How do I catch up with my work? How do I lie to save face? Just make it go away. I am so lonely. So worried about...
Better today?

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I feel better. I am learning more everyday. Is the medication helping? Is it worth it? If I could just sleep and exercise would it be better then medication? I feel like I try to second guess the medication. Does it keep me away at night if I...
Good Days/Bad Days

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Do you ever think that "today is great" and wish everyday could be just like that day?
Sometimes I can't breath.

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Sometimes I am so tired of it all I can't breath. I sit and cry. I watch the water just wash down the drain in the bath tub. I have often thought of just letting my car drive off the cliff and end it all in a firery explosion. I have done...

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