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Status: I'm still here checking in but the emotions are the same after all these years. - it's like I'm happy but not a mask, more like a forceful dose of a prescription called life.
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my heart hurts because of distance and time i feel he'll never "truly" love me i feel that my love for him and his for me is the poisonous lust we mask as callin it love but do we truly...
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Every time i think of youI hear my heart tell me you'll say i do I love you and you know its trueCan't wait till I'll be there with you *~~Chorus~~* So keep my close, to your heart I know we...
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I lie only second aways of dying, For I saved him Saved his life so he may live "Death- My love for my prince I offer my bodyI offer my soulI offer my blood Do with it as you will Feed me...
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Dreams SpritFractions in my lifeAll of me Not knowing loveFor love abandoned meNot loving in truthFor fear of hurt Dreams SpritFractions in loveNot all my knowing As love goes onAnd I in fearI...
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Late one night in meadowA mother holds her child The mother looks at the resting babythen up to the stars The mother weepsknowing the sun will rise and time will go onAnd for only a split second...
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you are my king my everything and here i stand wanting you so far away so drawn to pain and still i amholding truth ~~~(chorus) (but) absent mind i feel my logics tearing me apart telling...
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I lie asleep dreaming of youat the dawning of twilight I wake to a cool breeze I rise and gravitate to my balconythe sweet smell of roses and lilac heighten my sensesI stare at the...
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my heart is in pain for loving both hearts that connect to me torn..between two diffrent loves love that i knowhe shows me love that i wish for i long for you to love me as he is my...
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my bf and i been dating for five weeks now and my dad aka sperm donor has been getting really abusive and it kills and drive me insane..............him hittin me..yellin at...
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The heart of aching humans The hate they hold in them all this and more they cant control ...... Day after day i suffer a guilt that i did not create The want of death regardless of who is at...
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Will power fading I'm loosing all control ~Agony of nothing ~Love from no one Slipping away into a abyss of darkness and still he won't love me - He sees the pain in me he caused -He sees...
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DEATH OF LOVE PAIN OF LIFE NOTHING IN THIS WORLD HAS LEFT ME ME WITH MORE STRIFE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I SEE MY NOTHING-NESS IN THIS WORLD NO PURPOSE NEVER WILL I...
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DEAD HEART i have a dead heart never will it beat again no other has it i hold a razor to my wrist i spell your name deep it sinks into my skin blood flows drips down in...
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well where do I begin I guess what why the hell I was in there.........point blank I was shaking and couldn't breathe and the only thing on my mind was a razor, a hand full of pills, a knife, a...
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Sunday morning best dressed-Pretending that’s everything’s ok- I wear my cross Proud showing my strength Prefect lil Christian girl Silent when neededSpoken only for prayer A pain-A...
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