dead heart

   DEAD HEART  i have a dead heart never will it beat again  no other has it  i hold a razor to my wrist  i spell your name  deep it sinks  into my skin blood flows drips down  in delight  you want me  to be there for you i won't you try so hard  to hold me i pull away you kiss me  i cry  wipe it off i love you baby  you tell her i cry harder  knowing that its not me you're talking to .............................  whiskey  vodka  calls me  you favored this in me  pain of nothing you can save i fall  knowing all pain  caused by you you try to heal me  you can't  i'm gone...............................my heart thrown  at your door step you do nothing  a tag reads "i love you and  always will you weren't there for me, or cared for me...... you just were air for me, i breathe you in and out  and still i need you" you kick it  across the room later on in life  4 years later you call me  be my wife i cry  "all you do is give me strife" i cry again  "i need you in my life" i know nothing  i still stay  get strung along hearing you play  your song of pity for me knowing past now and future  you truly never loved her i cry i bleed  he's all i need my drug  my will  my love and life i am your wife