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Status: I'm still here checking in but the emotions are the same after all these years. - it's like I'm happy but not a mask, more like a forceful dose of a prescription called life.
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-A Blood Queen- A vision I fore-sawA dreary pain and sorrow of deathand life in death There's a Quen drenched in blood Her fangs gleamingAs she's basking in her wine The thirst she cravedwas...
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A wantA needAll life is buried on top of me A dead courpse struggling for her lovehe's hiding in the darkness My true love holds meHe tells me to stay with him throught out the night And to love...
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first poem Here lies a girl who criescrimson tears She looks in the mirror to see inside her self -She's suffering She lust love from painHolding a hunger she can not gain second poem I look...
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Pain Death SuicideWords so welcoming - I think of what may come and whats at my hands I feel the blood dripping out As I surrender to death's kiss
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My soul is lostand will not be lovedas i hear your dreadfulilove youthe words that really have no meaningno passionno desireno fact of a true heartyour voice whipers so gentlyall of your sweet...
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A hole in my heartA void within my mindA feeling of losing all that I desire I feel the whole growing yearning for that I lostyet still haven't found My pain of this is continuousAnd still I...
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-Suicidal Body- When I think youmy love crys tears as my heart cuts itselfto drink the blood and watch it flow in fearMy hope dissapearsand so does my willmy body aches as my craving to killMy...
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i just need youi need the pain i lean on a painful truthi need the razorsthe knife at my willi need the blood able to flowas i kill people can see my pain that i try to hide as they see me they...
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-Love is Dead-I loved a soul that I held nearAs you told me there’s no need to fearAs the moonlight will lead our path of the haunting night To the cemetery or to the gallows to rest from this...
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-My Escape - What my escape to run away?How can I make this pain cease ?In the dark I need to hide,There’s were I find my release But still the light and life haunts meSo where the faith in this...
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-Fighting a Battle-I’m trying to fight a battleAnd I know I cannot winWith drugs and a razor blade as my only friendAnd yet I try to hide in a craving that’s hard to findWithin my soul, body and...
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-My Friends That Relive ME- I cut to relive my pain and as the blood...
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My life is empty without your love protecting meMy mind and body lose conscience when your aroundAs if I died in your arms My heart longs for youMy soul craves for you Your words so sweet yet so...
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my boyfriend are deeply in love we're fiancées ....and well sex is amazing ....but the only problem is he wont go down on me but yet ill give him a blowjob willingly ...now the issue isn't the fact...
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I'm thinking about deleting my account on here... no point to be on here....No one talks to me any more and some things cause me pain....so that's not healthy for me to continue on here....I'm...
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