...my sun..my moon...

    my heart is in pain for loving both hearts that connect to me  torn..between two diffrent loves  love that i knowhe shows me  love that i wish for i long for you to love me as he is my sun to warm me and makes my rain go away your my moon, my sweet moonyour the one that calls to me across the earth i hold a eclipse of love a eclipse of two sun passes the moonmoon passes the sun and still both i wantboth i need i fall on my knees and cry  both sitting on a throne and a throne with a crown on the other side of them  suns' throne is gold and elegant with a velvet seat he speaks "I love you stay with me we're ment to be..you are my queen...rule with me" he kisses my cheek moon's throne is silvery and glowing with it satin seat  "I love you my sweet...as wisdom of old draws us near..closer we stand for we are the love in truth..take my hand and rule my kingdom with me"   he kisses the other side of my cheek i begin to melt from the heatyet cool because of the moon i become empty i burst into tears  "Why cant you be one!"  sun and moon look at me and see me in painpain they caused ...  still they fend for my life my love "moon do you love me?" he fades away as the sun gets brighter moon is silent   sun shows me love and wonderous splendor "sun do you love me ?" he fades away as the moon come back and shines  sun is silent  ~~~~~ a bundle of agony and hurt from moon for no straight answer a bundle of dissapointment from sunfor not showin me he wanted me to stay rise and fall rise and fall day after night after day rise and fallrise and fall  "who will calim me as their all?"  am i good enough for the moon?does the sun truly love me? thoughts run with no intent no reply no answer no callno claim