brent72
Status: On that long slippery slope and can't seem to stop the downward slide any more.
Mood:
Horrible
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Well I have been doing lots of reading. Probably more in the last couple of weeks than in my entire high school days. I have been reading a lot about 911 and our government and the federal...
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I'm still reading and reading and reading. I have read more these last few days than I ever read my entire time in High School! I was not to good a student. Always figured that if I could...
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Well I think I am out of my hole......at least for now. I am so focused on this election and this "crisis" we are now in that I think my mind is so occupied that I don't have time to think about how...
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Well I changed my avatar. A friend suggested it might help by not reminding me of how I feel. I also think the current avatar reflects more where my mind is lately. I am very pasionate about what is...
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Feeling a little better today. Not sure why though. I have started taking an additional med that my new VA shrink put me on. It is supposed to help with the depression and help my energy...
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Well I fell into a deep hole yesterday. Every time Debbie seems a little down or depressed herself this happens to me. I am not sure why. Maybe it is because I just feel so much of a burden. We have...
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In a very dark place right now. I just wish I could come up with a way to "go home" and still have the insurance pay Debbie. Maybe I just need to quit taking all my meds. Maybe that would cause my...
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Just can't seem to get myself out of this hole I seem to be in. Feel so useless. Watch Debbie go to work every morning while I just set here. Just am so tired of not being able to do anything. I know...
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Don't seem to get as many hugs and messages as I used to. Maybe I need to not spend so much time in War & Terrorism. Maybe that is chasing people away from me. I do enjoy the debates there though. It...
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Just hanging out being a little down today. I was surfing the web and found a couple of sites that were dedicated to the idea of voting "None of the above". I thought this was very interesting as I...
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Well we are over all the Hurricanes in Florida for awhile I hope. I am so sorry for all the people in the path of Ike. That is such a difficult time for them there. As for those that stayed behind, I...
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Well I am better than the last journal entry. I went to see my VA Dr. and was able to switch all of my meds to get them from the VA. That will be a huge help with our finances. I was also able to see...
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I hate this depression. I used to be able to deal with most anything that came my way. Why can't I now? Why does something that someone says upset me so much? I just wish I could just let it slide...
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I have just recieved a "hug" from somebody. I was hoping that this whole "thing" with Airesfire was over with. I guess not. I just wish I would have not mentioned any thing about her to anyone and...
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In case anyone was wondering. I removed some of my pictures because I do not want anyone here to think that I am like those cops. The ones that some people feel think they are above everyone else. I...
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