bmega442
Status: im my own worst enemy. i want to be somebody else. Why do they all look at me weird? Life. This one.
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So, update.. we had a couple drinks, I spoke up about and bitched about the dvd.. we slept seperate. Monday morning I went into my hometown w/my mom and got a room at the motel for a couple nights....
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Okay just gonna get right to the point. Earlier I was cleaning on and around my weight bench. Found a bag full of the smoothie containers we couldnt find... picked up and hung up his chaps,...
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Wow, how time flies. Dang. :(
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Afternoon .. thought i had it all figured out what i wanted to write today...then BOOM..off it goes. Tss. Shit, yes one of my bad words i use frequently. Need to update my profile..somethin that...
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Hmm..i'm sad that i have been letting "shit" take total control of me and just totally take me out of life. I can't seem to shake this weird out-of-touch feeling. So hard for me to keep...
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morning all! yep I am still kicking!! had been spending alot more time outside till a couple days ago, got poison ivy bout a week ago, then just 2 days ago a big oozing patch shows up on my leg,...
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Ahhh..a new day. Been slowly feelin a bit more positive and gettin back to active . Actually got my saw out n cut up a downed tree(been laying there for friggin ever..lol), and hauled it down to...
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Damn, a month, unbelievable. How time flies aye? And what have I done? Hmm..one thing i havent done, which i am VERY proud of me for, i have not smoked a cig!!! Today will be day 76!! Woohooo!!I...
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I am not here anymore. Somewhere else is where I am. A place so hard to find, you cannot see me here or visit me there or wish me out of this anywhere. If this is where I am supposed to be, why...
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Okay, a new day! 28 days smoke-free, 21 days post-op, not feeling too bad. Finally took a walk into town for a ripit,(little vent here) cause the hubby "forgot" to pick me up one yesterday...i wanted...
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Was an ok day, little pain here and there. Had sum good storms go through today, that was cool. Luv the thunder & lightening. jovi doesnt though...he was shakin, ears back, and drooling...i...
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Oh wooo, tomorrow is the day...scared and excited. Sometimes my mind wanders and i think about waking up from surgery with Rosanne Barrs boobs from her bad dream(HUMUNGOUS), and thoughts of just...
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i want to start by saying how sorry i am to all my friends for not being here for you. I have been dealing with an issue that i have been dealing with for what seems like forever. But it actually...
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So, yeah, I missed a day. I did play with the dog alot outside and walked around the property quite a bit(3 acres), but i did not get on the treadmill. I dont know why.... I took a nap in the late...
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Welllll, made it over hump day!! Really didnt accomplish all that much yesterday. Actually took a 2hr. nap right in the middle of the day. Hey, it was nasty n raining all day...good...
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