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Hmm..i'm sad that i have been letting "shit" take total control of me and just totally take me out of life.    I can't seem to shake this weird out-of-touch feeling.  So hard for me to keep focused on any one thing for too long.  Feel spaced out and really have to work at staying in the moment.  .  .   I lost a friend on here, just realized today...fuck...she is a very good person and i cannot blame her for dropping me.

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deleted_user
deleted_user

I pray for you. Pray that God will take these feelings of yours and replace them with His peace. Try not to be so hard on yourself. You are doing the best you can. Give the rest to God and let Him deal with things for you. He is more than able to and He loves you more than you will ever know.
I am sorry you have lost a friend. That hurts. Try not to take it personally. People here are going through so much and sometimes they pull back or away from others.
God bless you.
bmega442
bmega442

ty deputy for your kind and understanding words!!