bmega442
Status: im my own worst enemy. i want to be somebody else. Why do they all look at me weird? Life. This one.
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So, yeah, I missed a day. I did play with the dog alot outside and walked around the property quite a bit(3 acres), but i did not get on the treadmill. I dont know why.... I took a nap in the late...
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Welllll, made it over hump day!! Really didnt accomplish all that much yesterday. Actually took a 2hr. nap right in the middle of the day. Hey, it was nasty n raining all day...good...
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woohoo! did it. woo those letters were way big..lol Anyhooo, forced myself downstairs, turned my treadmill around so i could look forward at the tv, put on my law&order, and walked/ran for 30...
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trying to delete my goal without deleting my journal part..hmm. chattin with the kid on facebook, she's at her dad's. shez got a bad toothache n needs to take care of it before she comes...
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Good morning, well almost noon now. I ended up goin to Eaton Rapids from Tues-Thurs last week. My girlfriend came n picked up me & tia, took me to the dr(so the hubby didnt have to leave work...
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Oh my goshhhh...only 4 dayz till my app.? wooo...glad i finally got it but dont want to think about it too much..sounds so stupid, partly going to get back on Ativan and it sure would be nice to...
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Happy hump day to me..yes and you too! I am trying to keep myself uplifted today, its is gonna be another dreary ass day..same as yesterday. Rain, freezin rain,cloudy, blahhhhh. Well i did...
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Wow another Monday already..got so much to do and have no clue as to where to start. I have been finding it harder n harder to concentrate n focus these days, my tinnitus has fuckin been kickin my...
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Seems like i havent been here in forever, but i dropped in everyday this week...reading pplz posts and lookin up a few treatment options. But i felt like i didnt want to talk to anyone...at all. ...
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ok...now i feel stupid...oh my....guess it did post..lol Tis a wonderful day!!!
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Now dang it, i wrote quite a long entry and it didnt post it..grrrrrrr. Now I dont have time rite now, geez o petes..lol Anyhoo it was all about going to my daughters for the weekend for a...
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I am sooo ready for halloween, yessiree :P I've made a homemade outfit. Half female/ half male, and yeah.... i'll b bloody!! hehe Going to my oldest daughters, Jamie, house tomorrow morning,...
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So many ppl...its just so amazing how many lonely,anxious,depressed ppl there r out there. I come to this site everyday, always more joining...i find it frustrating, frustrated cause i can't help...
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Oh my..I was just commenting on a friends pic of her & a couple horses(beautiful by the way)and it just WHOOOOM brought on a rush of memories. Gotta love memories!!! My grampa bought me a horse when...
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Well another day is upon me..wut to do today.. There is just too much. Ugg. It all just cloggs up my brain. I do believe that a cluttered home is very bad for the anxious. Makes perfect sense to...
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