doing alrite

morning all! yep I am still kicking!! had been spending alot more time outside till a couple days ago, got poison ivy bout a week ago, then just 2 days ago a big oozing patch shows up on my leg, right by my bikini line, on my leg.  very bad spot. soo sucky   last night i started a regiman of washing the area with soap and water, then putting a damp cloth on it(soaked with epson salt&water), leave it on for a few minutes, then let it air dry and apply calamine lotion( for the zinc oxide). All this too try to stop it from oozing. It just didnt stop, yukk..bad infection id say. pttss.  I think its just now maybe coming to an end..i can only hope..dont want to move and agitate it..damnit, sooooooo frustrating.  Soaking through gauze pads n bandaids the last couple days has really taken a toll on me. Makes me much more grateful to be able to run about, exercise, just plain move around..grr  .       Ok griping done!  Yay. 
 I dont know what else to say..i feel guilty for not being here more, for my friends but i know i shouldnt feel guilt for living my life ya know. i just dont want anyone to feel i just dont have time for them. or maybe i'm just a little crazy lol  idk      But i hope everyone is doing okay today!!!!!!  your all in my thoughts 
 Oh and did i mention the clothes i have soaked through?? yukko...lol No I'm not really a happy camper rite now, but i know.....this too shall pass!! .... waiting...lol