Keegan is doing better, I stayed home with him two nights ( night shift at the hospital) On Wed nite he had his last seizure, all night I kept him calm, carried him where he wanted to go,I had to go to work last night and I was so sick about it, driving home I was sick to my stomach , praying to God to please let me see that little face when I opened the door,all the while reliving Giz's last day, God doesnt usually listen to me , I shouldnt say that but everytime I ask him to not take someone from me he does, think working for the sisters of holy cross most of my life would give me some pull with him but in the past it didnt help, he listened today, my Keeg was there with his little stubby wagging like crazy, the weight of the world was off my shoulders,I have all of you to thank,for all your kind words, support, prayers, I can NEVER thank you enough, hes not totally out of the woods but the meds are getting rid of the fluid in his lungs and one is making him comfortable , hes in no pain that I can see, his breathing is better, he does have a heart murmer, there is a problem with his heart but the vet said if these medications worked it would be a good sign, chances are he will be on meds the rest of his life, thanks to all of you there is a rest of his life ! I'm sure you know the panic, he was so bad tues nite all I could do was cry, I thought he was leaving me, I wouldnt be able to handle it, hes my chubby little baby, I need him like I need air,I have given up my life for my boys, they come before my own happiness and freedom, they are my life, Thank you is not enough to say to all of you, and I am so grateful to have you, God Bless you all Love and ((HUGS)))) Bonni