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Today I came out of my day teaching 7th grade social studies the way that Harry Wong says you should.  I felt energetic and cheerful.  What a wonderful day!  I feel so proud.  The students were...

Yesterday I had a theta healing done.  It was really interesting, done over the phone with someone a few states away.  They changed some of my beliefs that were causing me problems and replaced...

Husband's start up just terminated all employees so we are in for a bit of a rough time.  We just purchased a home and our mortgage payments start in January.  We're hoping that my substitute...

This is the fifth night back in the US and I'm stilll jet lagged.  Luckily my mood has improved tonight at least briefly.  My Zyprexa is down to 1.5 from 2 and my lithium is up to 900 from 600 as...

I just woke up from a nightmare.  I dreamt that I was in a class with a paper due tomorrow.  I had started a rough draft, about a page.  I had shown it to my psychologist who basically rejected...

I started on Lamictal about 2 weeks ago and have been doing much better since then.  I'm up to 50 mg/day and have been feeling quite stable.  I started back to driving this week and taught one day...

I have been getting hypomanic recently.  I have an excellent therapist so I'm hoping that with her help I'll be able to keep myself from getting too much worse.  She's working together with my...

Just got back from my trip to Calcutta, India.  It turned out my father in law was diagnosed with an advanced brain tumor shortly after we arrived, so the original trip time was mostly spent in...

Today I was really frustrated.  I was playing with one of my little cousins age 5 and we had a dispute about her minding me.  She told me clearly that she did not think that I had any right to tell...

Finally tapered off of Lithium and have been trying to conceive. Very tricky that. Feeling generally antisocial and lonely. Just had a fabulous birthday though. Have been working at the same temp...

Woke up from strange dreams a little while ago.  Husband and I decided to go to the beach on the spur of the moment yesterday.  Was fun.  We hadn't been to a beach together since we left southern...

Woke up from strange dreams a little while ago.  Husband and I decided to go to the beach on the spur of the moment yesterday.  Was fun.  We hadn't been to a beach together since we left southern...

Today I spent the day with two little cousins aged 2 and 5.  I had so much fun.  I played most of the time with the 2 yr old at the house and then we went to the beach and I had so much fun jumping...

Had a very moody day yesterday.  Felt terrible all day - started off with snapping at my husband and getting him in a foul mood then I felt awful.  Day progressed with me feeling down and morose...

I felt cheerful when I got out of bed this morning.  Kind of rare.  So I thought I'd document it.