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Am feeling a bit grouchy today for no reason.  Mood is kind of flat.  I don't feel like smiling at all.  Am reflecting back over some of the mistakes I have made in my teaching while I was...

Feeling much better.  Sickness is past as well as all of my angry and bitter feelings.  Life is just going along.  Decreased my lithium again this week.  It sounds like a slow taper but actually...

Feeling really mad about being bipolar today.  Hate having to take meds.  Hate it that I'm emotionally fragile.  Just feeling bitter in general.

Have been feeling really awful this week.  Started on Monday while I was working out.  Something physical going on with my body.  Hopefully it will get better soon.   Am bored with my  temp job...

Had a really fun trip to Mexico with my husband.  It was fast and exhausting.  We saw Chichen Itza, Palenque, Tenochtitlan and Teotihuacan.  We got back really late at night on the 4th and the...

I didn't make an entry about my weekend at my husband's PhD commencement.  My mom flew down and we had a really fun weekend driving down to southern CA and staying with family, seeing my husband...

Tonight I'm feeling really happy because I got to meet a really old family friend, a girl (now a woman) who was my childhood role model and idol.  I hadn't seen her in nearly 20 years.  We had a...

Getting ready for summer and trying to find work. Hope that something in education will work out, but have to apply to admin jobs as well. So have been working on that. My mom is flying in today from...

Worked almost every day this week.  Feel really good about that.  Feeling relaxed and satisfied with life at the moment, but not very sociable.  Have a bunch of literature my most recent p-doc...

Past week was spent being sick and now am feeling much better.Last night had a very rich dinner and it did terrible things to my mind.  I woke up in the middle of the night with my mind filled with...

Have had 2 days in a row of second grade. They have been such a pleasure after the junior high kids. Am generally pretty worn out by the end of the day.

I am feeling so frieked out right now. I just witnessed my husband drinking to passing out and now his friend is passed out and barfing in his sleep on our sofa.I have never seen my husband do this...

Have been really sleepy recently. On the days I don't sub I often sleep all day. Actually, I messed up and didn't get the exact variety of lithium that I am used to prescribed to me and I think my...

I had a wonderful time this weekend at the wedding. Hadn't seen those friends in 3 years (since the last wedding) and it was so great to catch up. It was like an extended slumber party. I felt so...

One more thing. My mother-in-law has started getting really pushy about us having a baby. She's demanding "good news" every week and it's getting really annoying for me. She even got an aunt...