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I just can't stop crying today. Tess has been gone for over a month now. I just keep playing in my head horrible things that could have happened to her. I miss her so much and not knowing what has...

Is anyone else haveing problems with DS? I am not able to post anything in support groups and I also cannot change my statis. I was just wondering if it was my computer or if DS was the problem. My...

I should be having a good day, the sun is out and it's my birthday. Instead my day starts out with my oldest son calling me on the phone and says this to me " Happy fuck day, bitch" and then hangs...

Can't seem to get out of this depression. Things just not going well lately and just want to stay in bed. I'm even too depressed to write about all the things going wrong. I'll have to try writing...

Having such a hard time dealing with his death. All I do is cry whenever I go out on my front porch. Every morning I wake up thinking it was all a bad dream but then I remember he really is gone. I...

I haven't been on here much because while I was trying to get one of the feral cats to take to the vet she bit my hand up pretty good. It's infected but I did go to the ER for antibiotices and pain...

Day before yesterday I noticed mama cats eye didn't look right. Yesterday it even looked worse as it is all swollen under the eye and she can't open the eye very well. I'm trying to give here...

I am so happy as all my kitties showed up this evening. I went out for my last check after 11:00 pm and Tess came running up on the porch crying, oh how I have missed her cry. They were all very...

I woke up this morning and no kitties were sitting on my porch waiting for me.Neighbor still stands in his driveway and calls me a F....ing whore and on welfare, while carrying his 3 year old son. He...

I am having such a hard time. I miss waking up in the mornings and seeing all my girls out there waiting for me to feed them. Yesterday I only saw mama kitty and Maddie and they didn't even come...

One of my kitties has been missing for 7 days now. Tess was always the one who came several times a day just to be petted. She was my little cry baby, as she was walking across the street to me she...

I have this one neighbor who moved in a little over a year ago and he has been very mean to my ferals and any other cat in the neighborhood. The feral cats I care for are so frightened by this man...

I went to see a rheumatologist for the first time and I was told I do have fibormyalgia. I have been in pain for 17 years and have seen several doctors and I finally found out what is wrong. I found...

This weather and dealing with 3 rude and disrespectful boys has really got me down. I also don't feel well from being in so much pain for over a month now. I would like to be pain free for one day,...

Feeling sad and alone today. Crying over every little thing, I just want to feel better.